POETRY

I Regret It

Wishing I appreciate you more

Teach me how to be happy, I asked you

As I drown under this sea of misery.

Teach me how to go on without you, I beg you

As the world breaks down and suffocates me.

When we were together, it was like paradise on earth

You were always there for me, my beacon in the dark.

You taught me everything, my teacher in life

Yet I didn’t appreciate you as much as I should have.

How I regret it, not cherishing your presence

Those warm and soft arms that held me tightly,

My anchor whenever I started to drift away,

Yet I only took you for granted.

Now I only see darkness where everyone see light,

I only feel numbness while others feel bliss,

My heart is filled with emptiness while others gain hope

I never once imagine a world with you gone.

I am so lost without you, why did you have to leave

You were my guide when the world felt so big.

You were the light in my heart, now only a void remains

Please take me back to the time when we were together.

The memories we share, that were once beautiful

Were now like a cruel sick joke, reminding me of what I lost.

Now I sit here, million of tears flowing down

Screaming inside, how much I miss you.