I love the rain in Paris.
A quiet life in a busy city.

It’s raining in Paris this morning. Real rain, like when we were kids — not floods of rain, just….rain. The cooking odors waft through my open windows from the lunch cafés downstairs in my business-oriented neighborhood. The pavements release their accumulated oils, dirt, pee, and smoke in the intoxicating city smell of Paris in September.
The largest restaurant close to me, down the street and around the corner, closes over the weekend, though on the weekdays diners pack the house and in the nice weather spill onto the widened sidewalk from noon to ten. It really is a business neighborhood. Business, with lots of quiet residential upstairs. Very Parisian.

My street is *meh* and I love it that way. Although we are a block away from Gare Saint-Lazare, one of Paris’s main stations, there are few tourists in this quartier. I have nothing against tourists as a class. I was one myself for years. But it’s nice, in the summer, not to fight crowds to get my errands done. It’s nice to say “Bonjour” to the café owners and shop clerks and neighbors and know that they recognize the old lady in jeans. (That’s me.)

Up the hill, off the boulevard des Batignolles, there is a busy shopping street, rue de Lévis, with everything from a big Monoprix to stalls selling bedding, jackets, shirts, meat, croissants, and fruits and vegetables.

Two years ago my landlords-to-be walked me up there to show me the cool things nearby. I can’t begin to write about their kindness, trusting an American fresh off the boat, shall we say.

As an American woman, I get nervous talking about public safety, like I’m going to jinx myself if I say how comfortable I am walking around at night. But I’ll risk the jinx. At least twice a week at midnight, I walk back from the metro to my building on quiet and singularly non-menacing streets.

Dear friends in the US write to me concerned when they see news reports of Paris riots or demonstrations — of which there have been a few notable ones in the last year or so. They know that statistically, my chances of harm here are pretty low, but still they comment, worried. I love that they care.
Also, this is like my being afraid to return to the US for a visit lest I be shot. Yes, it sure could happen, and it’s way more likely than it is here. But my fears are amplified by the huge doses of distressing news about my home country that I consume daily. The US is a big place, and there’s a lot of “normal” life between the all-too-frequent tragedies and the creeping madness. Also, since I’m old enough to be on Medicare, I probably would not go bankrupt from the hospital bills. Probably.
Up the street from me here in Paris is President Macron’s Renaissance party headquarters. There are police posted outside 24/7. That’s probably the only reason that the riots came to my neighborhood last year during the extended protests over his shoving through the big retirement restructuring.


It is still drizzling when I walk through the Tuileries and across the Seine on my way to the Musée d’Orsay. The ducks are thrilled.

The odors of autumn — wet leaves, oily streets, pissy sidewalks, crepes sizzling on the griddles — ground me in my Parisian life and also, weirdly, take me back, into my New England childhood, the return to school, the new fall jacket, the pencil case. I love this liminal life, even when it is unsettling, disorienting: time travel on a budget, without the sword fights and DeLoreans. The ducks love it, too.
