I Finally Own a Sex Doll and I Couldn’t Be Happier

Review of the Real Toyz Realistic Pussy and Ass Flippable Torso

I’ve been really excited about sex dolls for a while now. But my fascination with them started because I was feeling bummed out.

Right when I turned 18, I hit the relationship jackpot. I met the love of my life and fast-tracked my way to a very happy marriage.

That meant I got out of the dating scene almost as soon as I had gotten into it.

Mostly, I think that’s a good thing. I didn’t exactly have the best of luck when I was looking for love. And based on all the dating stories I’ve heard since, I’m pretty sure I dodged a massive fuckboi-shaped bullet and all the heartbreak, self-doubt, and anxiety that comes with it.

But it also means I never got to really explore my bisexuality.

I had the pleasure of making out with some girls at parties. Some of them were just showing off for their boyfriends. But one or two seemed to be as into it as I was.

I crushed on a few girls at a distance and only managed to get a brief and confusing taste of girly romance.

And I got an even smaller taste of pussy.

I was drunk and the whole evening caught me off guard, so I was more nervous than anything else. It didn’t help that it was part of a foursome, so I had an audience while I tried to wrestle my friend out of her overly tight jeans and did my best to eat her out.

It left me wanting more, but I never got it.

It’s been more than ten years since then and my first time with a woman is still my only time with a woman.

And a bisexual gal can only go so long without pussy before she starts to really want it.

My bisexual frustrations started taking over my desires. My girl-fucking fantasies got more vivid and frequent. I started watching a lot more lesbian porn than I normally did. And my disappointment about never getting to spend more time dating and fucking women got more intense.

My marriage is fairly open, so I had the option of dating again. I could meet a cute lady, fall head over heels in love with her, and start something brand new.

But that’s a lot easier said than done. I don’t develop crushes very often. And when I do, it doesn’t always go far because I tend to spook easily — I’d rather run than risk getting my heart broken.

Threesomes are very much on the table too. But there’s no one in my life right now who would be a good candidate to be in the middle of a very sweaty and orgasmic Austin sandwich. And I doubt I have the mental and emotional energy to go unicorn hunting.

A sex doll is the best alternative I could think of. No, it wouldn’t be as exciting as making a hot girl come because nothing is as exciting as making a hot girl come. But it would still help me explore a lot of my horny bi-girl feelings.

And the more I thought about it, the more I realized playing with a doll would actually be kind of perfect.

There’d be a lot less emotional connection, but that would also make it a really safe way to experiment. I wouldn’t have to feel nervous whatsoever. I wouldn’t have to worry about performing well, making sure I’m doing a good job of pleasuring someone else, or trying to figure out just how much she likes me while my face is buried between her thighs.

It would just be some girl-on-artificial-girl sex with zero complications.

The more I looked into dolls, the more I wanted one. Some were absolutely fucking gorgeous and impressively designed. Some had the kinds of hips and thighs that I would pay good money to grab and squeeze. And every single one of them looked fun as hell.

It started out as a fantasy, but it quickly became a goal. Sooner or later, I was going to my get my hands (and my mouth) on a sex doll.

And after too many years of feeling like a repressed bisexual, I finally got one and started acting out my fantasies.

The New Lady in My Life

Technically, the name of my doll is the Real Toyz Realistic Pussy and Ass Flippable Torso. But I call her Stacy.

She’s a torso doll, which means she doesn’t have arms, legs, or a head. But everything else is there — she has hips, a nice ass, a firm little pair of tits, and a soft pussy. All the fun parts.

Her body is built out of TPE, which makes it very soft to the touch and gives her ass an extremely satisfying bounce and wiggle when it gets spanked or fucked.

Stacy has two fuckable holes, because I’m happy to settle for a torso instead of a full doll, but I definitely want one whose ass I could fuck, finger, and watch Mr. Austin’s cock slide into.

When I got her, the first thing I noticed is that she’s really well built.

She might only be a partial lady but she’s the size a real woman would be. She’s definitely a short gal, but she’s not one of those miniature strokers that’s shaped like a woman.

And this shorty’s got some sturdiness to her. She’s hefty, weighing close to 20 lbs. That’s probably partly due to her built-in spine, which is a great feature because it makes handling her easier, makes her feel more realistic, and helps her keep her shape even when I sit her up.

The details are gorgeous, too. Her ab lines are a nice touch. Her blushy vulva has realistic and very well-crafted details. Her asshole has ridges that you can actually feel when running your fingers or tongue across it. The tits are perky as fuck and the nipples are nice and hard. More importantly, she’s got a juicy butt that has cute dimples.

Normally, when I get a toy to review, it sits around for a while. It will take me a couple of days before I get around to taking product photos. Then it can be even longer before I actually start playing with it.

But I was so excited when I got Stacy that it made me impatient.

She was so fucking cool that I took photos right after I got her out of the box. And I started playing with her long before the day was over.

I had really modest plans at first. I was just going to watch TV in bed while I squeezed her butt. But she’s more than just an ass-shaped stress ball, so squeezing her was just giving me ideas.

My mind wandered away from the show I was watching and I started having some very dirty daydreams. I felt up the doll while imagining that I was in bed with a real woman.

I flipped her to her back and traced my fingers across her belly button, gave her tits some gentle squeezes, and ran my thumb across her nipple. I slid my hand down, teased her clit, and rubbed her pussy.

It was surprisingly arousing. But slipping my fingers inside her turned me on even more.

So much so that I had to get up and grab my vibrator.

I turned it on, slipped it between my legs, and started grinding against the toy while my fingers went to work on Stacy’s clit. I stroked it faster and faster while I felt my pleasure building.

I came incredibly hard. It was just a quick jill session, but getting off while I was doing some light roleplay with the doll made it so much more satisfying.

I was already falling in love with my toy. But I was nowhere near done with her.

Giving the Doll a Good Fuck

The next time I played with Stacy, I didn’t actually do much to her.

I have a lot of voyeuristic fantasies. I love watching people undress. I love watching people masturbate and fuck. Part of the reason I spend so much money on OnlyFans girls is because it makes me feel like I get to look in on their naughty and intimate moments.

And in my hornier moments, I dream of watching my husband fuck someone else.

Fucking him is incredibly fun. It’s a multiorgasmic ride that leaves me feeling deeply happy every single time.

Once in a while, I wish I could watch someone else take that ride.

I’d love to watch another woman suck his cock, get fucked by him, and watch them both lose themselves in the moment while I take it all in and get turned on.

Needless to say, I was eager to watch him fuck Stacy. And he was more than happy to oblige.

We laid her on the bed and I stroked him off until he got hard. Then, I rubbed lube on his cock and held onto his shoulder while I watched his dick slide into her pussy.

I knew it would be hot. I’ve used strokers on him. I’ve watched him jerk off with a Fleshlight. Seeing his lubed up cock fuck anything is going to turn me on.

But this was different. Watching him fuck such a lifelike lady brought all those dirty daydreams flooding back to my mind. Seeing him thrust into her, grabbing her hips, and pinching her nipples like all his sexual instincts had taken over was so fucking arousing that I started getting in on the action. I stroked her pussy while he fucked it.

But mostly, I wanted to watch.

As hot as it was to watch him pound her pussy, there’s something I wanted to see even more.

“Can you fuck her ass for me?” I asked.

He pulled out with zero hesitation. I flipped her over, rubbed some more lube on him, and watched him position the head of his cock against Stacy’s pale little asshole.

Her ass is tighter than her pussy, so it took a little more patience and persistence to work his cock into it. But it was completely worth it. Seeing her take the length of his cock was a beautiful sight. I got so inspired by it that I started fingering her pussy because there’s no reason to waste a good double penetration opportunity.

Mr. Austin told me he really enjoys the textures inside Stacy’s pussy. It doesn’t match the stimulation he gets from his favorite stroker, but he got plenty of pleasure from it and she’s a lot more fun to fuck than a pocket pussy.

It’s her ass that he loves the most, though. Not just because everyone loves a great ass and because he’s a certified bum fucking fanatic, but because that’s where the real stimulation was. The textures in her ass gave him even stronger stimulation than the ones inside her pussy, and I could tell from the way he was grunting and groaning that fucking her ass was an incredible experience.

After banging her ass doggystyle, he moved her further up the bed and fucked her missionary style. Then, he laid on his back and bounced her up and down on his cock like an excited cowgirl.

It was quite the show and I encouraged him to end it on a really high note. I asked him to come inside her ass. If I ever get to watch him with someone else, fucking her ass until he unloads into it would the perfect way to end.

But I knew it was too much to ask. He’s got delayed ejaculation, so fucking to a climax is something he’s never managed to do, and it was no different with Stacy.

He pulled out and stroked himself off while I gave him a show by fingering the doll’s pussy and asshole. When he finally managed to get himself off, he splashed his come all over her ass, which was incredibly fun to watch.

From start to finish, the entire experience was shockingly hot. It was almost everything I picture in my more voyeuristic fantasies without any potential jealousy. I got to just watch him enjoy himself, get a third-person view of how he fucks, and got to roleplay a really fun threesome.

I was excited to do it again. That will definitely not be the last threesome I have with Mr. Austin and Stacy. I’ll probably even get a bit more involved in the next one.

But I wanted to fuck her again — alone. There were just too many things I wanted to do with her.

Showing My Lady a Good Time

As fun as it was to watch my husband fuck her, the biggest reason I wanted a doll is to do things to her that I can’t do with my husband.

I wanted to work her over, do dirty things to her, and have my way with her.

This time, I didn’t just tease her — I went all out.

I laid her on the bed and felt up her perky tits. I wet her nipples with my tongue and sucked on them.

I ate her out eagerly. Licking TPE pussy feels different than eating out a woman, but it still felt really fucking hot to lap at her clit and imagine that I’m giving a lady lots of pleasure.

I licked two fingers and slipped them in her. I ran my tongue against her quickly while really enjoying how soft and wet she felt on the inside.

I flipped her over to play with her jiggly ass. I squeezed it, gave it a few spanks, and then fingered her tight asshole, which was such a satisfying thing to do.

That’s when I got the toys. Because the thing I was really curious to find out is what it’d be like to fuck her.

I strapped a harness around my waist, slipped the dildo into it, lubed it up, and stood just off the side of the bed. I thrust my strap-on into her pussy and it felt really fucking cool. I loved the visual — looking down and seeing my fake cock slide in and out of her pussy was hotter than I thought it would be.

This was my first time strap-on fucking anything, so I decided to have my fun and try different positions. When I was done fucking her off the edge of the bed, I climbed on top of her and banged her in the missionary position.

After a couple of minutes of humping her slow and deep, I flipped her over so I could fuck her from behind. I doggyfucked her a bit while fingering her sweet, gorgeous ass.

Then I pulled out so I could fuck that ass instead.

Because I was using a strap-on, it didn’t actually feel any different to switch holes. It was the same kind of thrusting either way and I didn’t get any physical stimulation from it.

But visually and psychologically, it definitely changed things. The thought of fucking a woman’s tight little asshole, making her feel like a dirty girl, and giving her a very intense kind of pleasure is such a hot fantasy. Anything I could do to live it out was bound to be extremely fun.

It was also exhausting. Being the top is even harder than it looks. Fucking her made me work some muscles that I apparently don’t use often enough. By the time I was done, I felt like I had finished a workout.

But it was completely worth it. Fucking her was such a turn-on that I couldn’t hold back anymore. I had to get myself off.

I took the harness off, grabbed a vibrator, and pressed it against my pussy. I fingered the doll, with the image of me pounding her ass still fresh in my mind.

I came really fucking hard — the kind of powerful orgasm I can only get when I’m really fucking horny. Because that’s just the kind of effect this little plaything has on me.

I’m One Happy Bi Girl

I haven’t been disappointed in the least with Stacy. She’s almost everything I wanted out of a doll.

Overall I think I would’ve preferred a full-size doll to play with, but I can’t deny that there are some advantages to a partial one. It makes her a lot easier to move, simpler to store, and cleaning her is a lot more straightforward.

She’s also really versatile. Her being a torso doll limits how much I can dress her up, but I’m more than happy to keep her fully naked. And because she doesn’t have a head, I didn’t get to watch Mr. Austin fuck her mouth. Other than that, there are so many ways to fuck her, finger her, and lick her that I can’t see myself ever getting bored of her.

I’m also really into thick girls, so she would be extra cute if she had a plump or chubby build. But she’s still really cute and her butt’s a decent size.

That’s it, though. Other than that, she’s basically perfect.

It really helped me satisfy a lot of my pent-up desires. It’s a great outlet for all of my dirty bisexual thoughts.

I honestly think every bisexual girl who’s married to a man and doesn’t regularly get to fuck chicks should have a toy like this.

Using it to roleplay a threesome with your partner is a really fun couple’s activity. Locking the door so you can talk dirty to your doll while you finger and spank her will bring out the dirty girl in you. And instead of daydreaming about all the girl-fucking you wish you could be doing, you can actually act it out and satisfy some of those fantasies.

Get yourself a cute one and you’ll love her as much as you love your favorite vibrator.

I got the Real Toyz Realistic Pussy and Ass Flippable Torso from Sex Doll Canada in exchange for this review. This article does not contain affiliate links and is not a sponsored post — I just really fucking love this doll!

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