Racism/Humanity/Life/Politics/Thoughts
Racism: I Don’t Know Where To Start — It’s Hard To Believe It
I don’t know where to start. Racism is intolerable to me.
It’s unbelievable what is happening in the world at the moment. People at the demonstrations all over the world, against racism.
I don’t know where to start with my thoughts. I don’t know where to place my feelings. I don’t know what I want to feel. Do I have to feel something? At least I feel a lot. And I think a lot at the moment.
I’m just crying literally while writing this story. I just don’t know where to place the words I want to express. It is so difficult. This is an issue we have to understand. But can we understand? I don’t understand it.
One thing for sure is we have to stand side by side and hand in hand. Together we can face this issue. Not against each other.
The death of one person for just being black is just a complex issue. In just a country where there are already a lot of issues. These are so not understandable. Why? Why this man? Why all the previous black human beings?
Two college students on the streets in their car waiting in a traffic jam. Saying hello to someone they know. Taken out of their car by policemen. These policemen harmed them a lot. These students got injured. Two black college students. A whole life ahead.
I just feel so emotional. I cry a lot lately. I can’t concentrate on everything I do. On everything I want to do and on everything I have to do. To do what matters the most.
But this is an issue I have to worry about. This is an issue I’m worried about. This is an issue I’m going to write about more. Even it’s emotional to write about.
An emotional complex issue we must resolve or at least find solutions for standing side by side and hand in hand.
As Joe Biden said:
If we stand together, we will rise stronger than before. A more equal, more just, more hopeful nation — closer to that more perfect union we must always strive to be.—Joe Biden
As Barack Obama said:
They deserve our respect and support, not condemnation — something that police in cities like Camden and Flint have commendably understood.
It’s not right what these police officers did. It’s not acceptable. Thinking about it makes me cry again. It makes me cry they used their officer’s power to kill someone from another culture. These police officers should have known better. I’m questioning what they’ve been trained to do in these situations.
I’m not someone who is noxious easily. But this. This is what makes me noxious all the time. It makes me sad all day long. It makes me cry, it makes me want to do something right away. But I don’t know where to begin.
I want to consume all information about this subject and I want to consume all that happened to that man. Or about everything involved with what racism is.
I’m not saying I’m perfect. But I’m learning.
We — as human beings — make mistakes. Even I do. But I’m concerned about what this does with our nation, with our ability as human beings and the solutions we find to stand side by side and to stand hand in hand.
What will politicians do about it? There must be a fundamental change to get the trust back of other cultural people. That’s what I think and somehow I want to contribute. Only, I don’t know how I can do that.
I’m far away from the USA. But I feel so close. Somehow I also feel connected.






