How to Live in Joy
Day 23: I cannot sit in silence anymore. For joy to exist, I need to speak out.

This piece is a little different than the pieces I have been writing in my 30 days of how to live in joy. I have been writing for many days about how to find joy at home during this pandemic. I always am able to find the joy. However, in light of the death of George Floyd in Minneapolis I have to speak about my sorrow, the unimaginable pain that is being felt by so many over his tragic death. I am always one to feel things very deeply, to take time to process them and many times I cannot find the words to speak up about them. This time I cannot stay silent.
For me to find joy in my heart I must have empathy. I have deep empathy for the terrible loss of George Floyd as a human being. No human being deserves to suffer in this way.
I am recognizing that many times I have stayed silent on so many instances of violence. As an empath, I feel very deeply every one of these tragedies. However, now is the time to speak out. Now is the time to voice how I feel. Now is the time, as a white woman to say that I need to speak out. I need to learn more. I need to do more. This cannot keep happening. This has to stop.
I want all human beings to experience joy. For that to happen, sometimes we have to feel into the pain of loss. To feel uncomfortable at our own silence. To know that we have to learn more. We have to do more. We have to speak more. I am here right now speaking out in my own way through these words.
Today I am feeling the deep sorrow of this event. I am feeling the deep pain. I am feeling the deep suffering. I am feeling it all. This is necessary so that I may be able to offer joy again.
I invite you to speak up as well!
With love and light,
Trista
