Honestly, I am too afraid to start
All I did was grab my laptop, place it on my lap, and just start writing to beat my procrastination and overthinking that I will not be good enough.
This would be for me (and maybe for you to start, too!) to see how much I have grown when I first started. So, this may be a little messy and a little all over the place. Nevertheless, I am proud to finally start writing. Yet, I am hopeful for both you & me, in time to come, it will flow naturally.
I have written all the words out in my notes on the phone. However, typing the words again on the laptop’s keyboard sure felt unfamiliar. That’s how everyone feels whenever anyone starts something new (i.e. learning how to cycle was scary). Consequently, I felt the wave of uneasiness creeping onto me again like when I first started to type my first few words. I have to constantly convince myself to finish what I started and click on the publish button in the top right corner.
I hope this would help to motivate you who may be struggling in starting out just like me.






