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He was talking to me but…

I didn’t understand.

I think it was the wind

the “He” I am referring to.

telepathic, soft yet fierce.

a knowing — simple yet disturbing.

I knew my partner would die, I just didn’t understand.

Cancer took him dragging, screaming, horror.

Being a doctor I thought it would be different for him.

It was not. It was not different. Death was horror.

I had woken up with my partner at my side one evening,

and I just knew.

I think it was the wind

the “He” I am referring to.

telepathic, soft yet fierce.

a knowing — simple yet disturbing.

The diagnosis came much later,

it was a surprise. 18 months they said.

It was 22 months and 2 days, 10 hours- 7.5 minutes,

but who’s counting.

The wind breathes through me sometimes,

telepathic, soft yet fierce.

My life is different now. Four years later,

I moved to a home on another mountain.

High in the trees.

A very simple existence.

I can breathe here, it is very quiet.

My soul screams with release and peace now,

even as I process my life, mistakes, and joys.

I look much younger than my physical being

and am surely much older in my soul.

Lately, I am thinking it is difficult to process the wind alone.

So, I take it one moment at a time and listen.

I cannot listen too hard though

because then it will not come.

The Knowing I mean. The “He”.

I have to be quiet in my heart to feel the next step.

It is an anxious/ somewhat annoying space.

The Waiting. What is Next? Is there more I am to do?

I await the wind.

It is the “He” I am referring to.

telepathic, soft yet fierce.

a knowing — simple yet hopeful.

I wish you peace, love, and all that hippie shit. ( It is good to have an edge)

Join Medium with my referral link — Brooklyn Muse

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