Happy Hammering
A poem on active laziness
the lazy fool never stops feeling lazy even when he is crushing it despite all the hard work this type of fool never stops feeling lazy
but no worries he got only one hammer with him with which he nails every problem he got it all under his control actually, you could have too if only you started a bit early with focused determination instead of playing video games so it seems only seeeeeeeems seeeeeeeeeeeeeems yeah seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeems
yeah whatever but still, feel lazy? that can't be true so just keep doing harder
still, feeling like a lazy pig? maybe blame your brain it’s never you it can’t be your unexamined refusal to turn around and look so just shut your eyes and keep doing harder because you got goals to reach before you can play video games
you wouldn’t drop your hammer anyway and look at your own mind your own laziness — that clever laziness — had now got the better of you the laziness to stop pleasing the bully in your own head you do everything the great hard work but still (oh God not still-ness) bully never stops being bully just because you thought so and so you keep hammering and pretend you are crushing it but it’s fine as long as you refuse to see that you are hammering on water and your poor nail feels nothing no genuine satisfaction because you know, water
maybe it’s your soul that's actually being crushed for your bully pleasing laziness the kind of active laziness an attractive form of avoidance but never give up you won’t anyway so maybe happy hammering!
“How many of us are swept away by what I have come to call an ‘active laziness’? It consists of cramming our lives with compulsive activity, so that there is no time at all to confront the real issues.” — Sogyal Rinpoche
…when we stop resisting laziness, our identity as the one who is lazy begins to fall apart completely. Without the blinders of ego, we connect with a fresh outlook, a greater vision. This is how laziness — or any other demon — introduces us to the compassionate life.” — Pema Chodron
“Ambition is a poor excuse for not having sense enough to be lazy.”― Edgar Bergen
