growth >decay
A quarantine poem

I have heard people say this catastrophe is an equilibrium
mother nature taking back what belongs to her teaching her children a lesson by sending them to their rooms where they cry and think about past days that had been wasted by staying inside when it was still possible to go out and be caressed by the sun
there are two ways of looking at it the world coming to an end the extinction of humanity the vanishment of saneness because the only voice you are listening to is yours and then
silence
ringing in your ears
you have forgotten the sound of waves coming to the shore a calming soothing pleasure that sits in the back of your memories just like the sound of laughter or your best friend’s smell or birthday gatherings and long tight hugs at the airport
all of which were part of a different world
“I want to..” is a different way of saying “I used to..” and “I used to..” seems like a long time ago now
and the things I have done are ghosts waiting to be prayed to
in solitude, one can find creativity in solitude, one can find patience an inner voice that is reassuring you that you will be okay
for this is the only way forward.
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