Grappling with Grief
a sad poem

My emotions are twirling, twirling, twirling, then uncoiling, like these clothes in the machine I am working for the past hour on a Sunday evening Sunday evenings are sad- suicidal perhaps. they end the weekend, and the party I have with emotions, a bottle of wine they brought for the baby shower the baby is long since gone, and I am left alone in the shower amongst these emotions that have stained my clothes- reminding me of an empty body, and a throbbing heart that I want to wrench out of me- the way they took the still life out of me, and into the ground
©M.D.B. 27/08/2020
Note: I wrote this thinking of a very close friend. She went through this twice. Her loss and pain has always remained with me. The only thing I could do for her was be with her. Then yesterday I read about someone else’s ordeal and this poem came to me. It is an unimaginable loss. More strength to anyone who has been through it.
