For The Divine Masculine Who Is Awakening
Maybe it has been just enough.

Here we are again. It seems like we are walking in circles, aren’t we?
Well, that’s fine. We can always take another direction at any time if we really want to… If we find that strength again, that clarity again.
Nobody knows where we are, and that means only we can take ourselves out of this. But the heaviest weight pushing us down is not coming from the outside, and that is our quest.
It is a trap to believe that we are hiding from someone who is not ourselves. We know that.
Aren’t they everything we have ever wanted?
How can someone be everything we have ever wanted? And yet, because they are, it is so evident that we are not…
We are not what we want.
What do we do with that?
We were told that it was on us to be strong because, well… Someone is always depending on us.
We have always been responsible for someone else, and all the things we wanted to say and do… We convinced ourselves that someday we would make time and space for that.
Time for Us to live, and be Us.
But what if we have been waiting too long? Maybe it has been just enough, and we deserve all the things we want to build for ourselves.
Don’t we deserve that?
Don’t we deserve to open our eyes and feel that we are entitled to be happy? That we are not servants in our own lives but kings or queens.
Maybe there is more for us in this existence than the weight of duty and the never-ending persecution of someone’s approval. But how do we make our way through this?
We have been here for so long…
Perhaps nobody understands what is going on inside of us, but nobody has to. Words are sometimes, well… Not enough to speak our minds.
The way we know is silent, but it can take us far if we keep walking. It can take us really far if we choose that we have had enough of this… emptiness.
So, let’s stop beating ourselves up for whatever reason we think we have. Let’s stop saying to ourselves that everybody else comes first and that we need to prove our worth to be loved… to be someone people can be proud of.
That is how we ended up here.
And let’s stop pausing our lives and telling ourselves that we are not enough. That is the biggest of all lies… Even if it came from someone we love.
They said to us the same thing someone had said to them before. It’s nobody’s fault. It’s just life.
Now is a good time to stand up straight and let it go.
It’s time to stop the lie and see ourselves in the mirror, beyond those eyes, bright like Heaven.
They see a light in us that we can’t see yet, but it must be there. We deserve to find it, too.
Stand up straight. We are building our way out of here.
We are awakening.
We are awakening.






