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e her paintings used to be. Her paintings were expressions of her lively soul, but now they only live in the pieces of my memory.</p><p id="e282">Her favorite, a canvas awash with hues of the setting sun over the ocean, had always been a source of contention between us. I found it melancholic, a sunset signifying an end. But Lina saw it differently. “It’s not an end, William,” she’d argue with a gentle smile, “it’s a promise of another dawn.” How I wish I could see it through her eyes now.</p><p id="f7f9">Our life together is reflected in the room—the books we shared, the music we explored, and the dreams we spun. These ordinary things carry Lina’s traces, each one a piece of the puzzle that made up our mosaic.</p><p id="6178">I understand that Lina has given me a precious gift in her departure—a new way of seeing the world. It’s a bitter understanding—the realization that sometimes, loss is not only a closure but a change. In the depths of sorrow, there’s a hidden kind of growth—a painful but essential evolution of the spirit.</p><p id="d9f2">And so, I rise from the bed, a determined resolve settling in my heart. Lina left an impression on me, but I must move on. To cherish her legacy, I need to re-create my life’s tapestry, blending the colorful strands she gave me into a design that reflects love, grief, and the strength of the human soul.</p><p id="b82a">I step towards the window, gazing out at the world that continues to turn. The sun sinks below the horizon in the distance, not as a farewell but, as Lina would say, as a pledge of a new dawn.</p><p id="837b">I enter the garden, and the scent of blossoming flowers surrounds me. Lina’s handiwork is evident—in the tidy hedges, the playful flower beds, and the

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little stone path she made herself. It’s a living portrait of her imagination and love, a place where her essence seems to dwell in every petal and leaf.</p><p id="cf8a">I pause by the rose bush, her pride and joy. She would often speak to them as she tended them, a habit I found endearing. “The roses listen and speak back in their own way,” she would say, laughing. Now, as they sway in the breeze, I hear her words in their whispers, a silent dialogue between past and present.</p><p id="0315">Time pauses in this garden, letting me sink into the memories. I remember the times we sat on the bench, her head on my shoulder, watching the sunset’s brilliant hues. She saw magic in the mundane, making every moment memorable.</p><p id="4327">As I stroll through her sanctuary, I understand that this garden is more than a memorial for Lina. It is also a message from her. In the cycle of life and bloom, she tells me that she is still with me in spirit, even if her body is gone.</p><p id="6b7c">With a mix of sorrow and hope, I choose to care for the garden. It is how I connect with her and how I preserve her legacy. As I trim the roses, sow new seeds, and water the sprouts, I feel a new purpose stirring in me. This garden, a link between Lina and me, becomes a place of healing, a tribute to the lasting power of love and the human spirit’s strength after loss.</p><p id="d849">By tending to the garden, I honor her memory and learn from her wisdom—to appreciate the transient beauty, to foster growth, and to realize that in life’s cycle, endings are also new beginnings.</p><p id="f7b8"><a href="https://readmedium.com/copyright-declaration-a1f5878f5ba"><i>All Rights Reserved © 3–2024 Øivind H. Solheim</i></a></p></article></body>

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Where We Shared Our Final Days

From a novel script.

Photo by Minh Pham on Unsplash

I stand in the silent room where Lina used to live, laugh, and love, and I sense the heaviness of her absence. The walls, which once vibrated with the music of her laughter, now reverberate with a quietness that I can touch.

I perch on the edge of the bed, where our last days intertwined, and a deluge of memories engulfs me. It’s here that I clasped her hand, murmuring words of love and solace as she courageously accepted the fate of her journey. The bed feels vacant, missing her essence, yet it’s as if she’s still here, a ghostly warmth lingering next to me.

I remember our discussions, profound and reflective, about the end. Lina, with her perpetually curious mind, had forever been captivated by the concept of mortality. “What do you suppose happens, William?” she’d ask with that curious glint in her eyes. We’d chat for hours, our voices a soft whisper in the calmness of the night. I never had faith in an afterlife, a belief Lina agreed with, but in these moments, I can’t help but wonder if there’s something more beyond this worldly existence.

The room is filled with Lina’s essence, and the shadows flicker with memories. A gentle light shines through the curtains, revealing the empty spots where her paintings used to be. Her paintings were expressions of her lively soul, but now they only live in the pieces of my memory.

Her favorite, a canvas awash with hues of the setting sun over the ocean, had always been a source of contention between us. I found it melancholic, a sunset signifying an end. But Lina saw it differently. “It’s not an end, William,” she’d argue with a gentle smile, “it’s a promise of another dawn.” How I wish I could see it through her eyes now.

Our life together is reflected in the room—the books we shared, the music we explored, and the dreams we spun. These ordinary things carry Lina’s traces, each one a piece of the puzzle that made up our mosaic.

I understand that Lina has given me a precious gift in her departure—a new way of seeing the world. It’s a bitter understanding—the realization that sometimes, loss is not only a closure but a change. In the depths of sorrow, there’s a hidden kind of growth—a painful but essential evolution of the spirit.

And so, I rise from the bed, a determined resolve settling in my heart. Lina left an impression on me, but I must move on. To cherish her legacy, I need to re-create my life’s tapestry, blending the colorful strands she gave me into a design that reflects love, grief, and the strength of the human soul.

I step towards the window, gazing out at the world that continues to turn. The sun sinks below the horizon in the distance, not as a farewell but, as Lina would say, as a pledge of a new dawn.

I enter the garden, and the scent of blossoming flowers surrounds me. Lina’s handiwork is evident—in the tidy hedges, the playful flower beds, and the little stone path she made herself. It’s a living portrait of her imagination and love, a place where her essence seems to dwell in every petal and leaf.

I pause by the rose bush, her pride and joy. She would often speak to them as she tended them, a habit I found endearing. “The roses listen and speak back in their own way,” she would say, laughing. Now, as they sway in the breeze, I hear her words in their whispers, a silent dialogue between past and present.

Time pauses in this garden, letting me sink into the memories. I remember the times we sat on the bench, her head on my shoulder, watching the sunset’s brilliant hues. She saw magic in the mundane, making every moment memorable.

As I stroll through her sanctuary, I understand that this garden is more than a memorial for Lina. It is also a message from her. In the cycle of life and bloom, she tells me that she is still with me in spirit, even if her body is gone.

With a mix of sorrow and hope, I choose to care for the garden. It is how I connect with her and how I preserve her legacy. As I trim the roses, sow new seeds, and water the sprouts, I feel a new purpose stirring in me. This garden, a link between Lina and me, becomes a place of healing, a tribute to the lasting power of love and the human spirit’s strength after loss.

By tending to the garden, I honor her memory and learn from her wisdom—to appreciate the transient beauty, to foster growth, and to realize that in life’s cycle, endings are also new beginnings.

All Rights Reserved © 3–2024 Øivind H. Solheim

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