Fell in Hate
With the truth — A poem
I tell myself to stay away, believing you need a break from me. I am done wondering why my confusion returns. Why I broke confidence and flourished self-disgust. I treat you as badly as somebody who is treating me as badly as I treat myself. No wonder you fell in hate with me.
I fell in hate with the truth that I will never know, why I mean nothing to you. Why you act unaware that hate starts as love. Why my devotion followed the warnings blindly.
Little lies that soften the hard landing are not for everyone. My absolute honesty is all that accompanies my deserved loneliness. All I have ever wanted is somebody to talk to. I am so sorry I tried to place that burden onto you. None of this was my expectation. Nothing is not worth saving. I guess I deserve my seclusion.
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