Feeling Of Meh

All feelings are conducive to growth…..

That feeling that creeps up more so often, in these days of lockdown caution, what with hours being prolonged, and spending it with activities multi-pronged.

We have our space to take care of, a couple of beloveds to love of, including thyself of course, try and keep high everyone’s life force, amid all this, I guess it’s ok at times to feel off course.

To keep busy, we turn to activities plentitude, that can be done in solitude. Like cooking, writing, painting, a choice of ours, that hardly has our focus waning.

Chop chop we tell ourselves, we can put good use to this time, let’s try this and that, and go on priming ourselves. Somedays its great, others it is the complete opposite, let’s not fight either, just be with it.

The feelings of sadness at lives lost the feelings of fear at the virus and its damage, the feelings of worry at the unknown, are all for real.

The mind shuts down finding a break amid our activities and ceases to work. Be with it patiently, and lovingly as we nudge it back to work. lest we drive it and selves berserk.

The feeling of meh and low is also essential to rest and grow. It’s ok to be at ease with all of it, cause this pandemic is unlike anything else that has been comprehended by mankind.

Let’s give ourselves a break, giving space and time to pause and brake, our need to constantly run in the race of life, needs to be revisited to avoid activities that get rife.

Just be aware of whats going on in the big box above our necks, observe all of its blocks and talks. Be with it all, smile when you feel like it, cry if you feel like it, feel meh if you feel like it, just be with it all.

It’s ok, It’s ok, It’s ok.