Face Blindness!
A free verse poem on the inability to recognize faces

i seem to know you, that face, those eyes, the meandering line of age criss-crossing through, but i hesitate to spell your name, a bit reluctant, a sense of fear bottling inside me, a strange confusion, engulfing my senses, as i decide, my brain tingling, i realize i cannot recognize your face, it mixes up, into numerous possibilities, and i just stare, trying so hard, to smile, to go with the flow, to not let you know, that, i do not know you until i hear your voice, and, heave a sigh of relief.
somedays,i know that i am me, but i do not know my face,a stranger, i caress my face, my fingers journeying across, the hilly landscape of the nose, the lips, the eyes, i draw,i keep drawing myself, my sketch, over and over again, i keep looking into it, my eyes keep looking into it,my drawing has gotten better, trusting my own two hands,i lose and find myself, slowly, continuing, until, i find the real me, lurking somewhere in the contours, of my self-portrait!
Prosopagnosia, also called face blindness, is a cognitive disorder of face perception in which the ability to recognize familiar faces, including one’s own face (self-recognition), is impaired.
Thank you so much, Dr Mehmet Yildiz and all the editors at Illumination for sheltering many of my stuff.






