Existing to Work
Stress, bills, family, and no time left for you
He wakes up exhausted. The weary man. Crawling out of bed fatigued. He walks, drained down the hall, to the kitchen for his morning coffee. Glancing out the window, worn out from yesterday. He takes a bored drink, feeling lethargic.
The phone rings a sleepy tone. He is burdened to answer.
“You’re scheduled to work today! Where are you?” An angry manager blasts in his ear.
Wiped out, he hangs up the phone. Sets it down, overwhelmed he takes a sip from his mug.
The phone berates him again. Burned out, he hurls the phone against a solid kitchen wall. Splintering thousands of tense plastic parts into bits to litter the floor.
He felt pressured by their call. Overworked and abandoned by his family. He has become fragile. Exposed, he feels undesirable.
The unloved man observes lovers walking outside the small kitchen window. Drinking his coffee, he is envious of their lives outside his world. Resentful of their perfect existence, happy appearance, and confident style.
He feels weak, depressed, hurting. An inadequate man. He turns on the television. Worthless information confirms his imperfections. Making him feel useless and intimidated by everyone’s fame. A second-rate man unable to provide for a family that rejected him.
He throws his mug, cracking the large plasma screen. His defeated spirit returns him to bed. Where he sleeps in despair.
Dreaming worried images of fearful thoughts. He is uneasy. He becomes scared. The concerned man leaps from the bed. Apprehensive, he dresses for work. In a nervous panic he leaves his house, tucking in a white shirt. Thwarted by his insecurities. Defeated he has become enslaved.
copyright CMad Poet 2021
Christopher Madsen, author of the Limerick books:
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