Earth Angels — Disguised As Writers

An Attitude Of Gratitude

Fellow Writers, Please Accept My Heartfelt, Gracious, Humble, Appreciation

My Soul Has Been Withering, Grieving, So Too, Fading From Depreciation

Taking Time Out From Publishing, To Grieve The Tragic Loss Of My Brother

So Too, Processing The Chaos Surrounding, Emerging It Was Me, I’d Rediscover

Wrong Judgments, High Expectations, Biased Opinions, Why So Mean

Where Others Failed To See Me, Writers, Readers, Publicists Did, I Was Seen

I’d Stepped Out Of The Closet, Began Writing, Unapologetically Being Me

Family, Friends, Unknowing, Started Labeling Me As Crazy

Yet They Are The Ones, Who Were Supposed To Know Me Down To A Tee

They’re The Ones Who Were Supposed To Love Me Unconditionally

Not Offering Their Uneducated, Unwarranted Opinions, Judgmentally

I Was Concerned, That No One Would Save Me From My Nightmare

My Own Worst Enemy, Isolating, Withdrawing, Hiding My Vulnerability, Soul Bare

Fighting Strong, Optimistically, Desperately Trying To Remain Positively Charged

My Sails Were Torn, I Was Simultaneously Negatively Sinking, I Was Alarmed

My Lights Were Dimming, Touch ’n’ Go, I Was At Point Break

I Wonder If They Knew It Was My Hope, My Dreams, They Took

Seriously There Was Only Faith Left, That, I Refuse Them To Take

I Was Standing On The Edge, Burning Alive, About To Combust

Braving A Tough Front, Wearing A False Facade, No One Cared To Look

I Was Alone, Up In Flames, I Felt I Had No One I Could Trust

Over Distant Shores, I Saw No Lights, It Was Getting Really Dark

I Was Trying My Hardest Not To Slip, Not To Sink, To Stay Alight

I Was Submerging Without A Breathing Apparatus, Unhealed Trauma Did Lurk

I Was Praying On Blessings, Manifesting Profusely For The Abundance Train

Sabotaging, Drinking, No Wonder That Train Didn’t Come, Save Me From Pain

On My Dark Days When Negative Thoughts Tried To Sneak Into My Mind

When My Dreams Were Being Ridiculed, Unnoticed, Shared Words Unkind

I’d Open Medium To See A Shout-Out, Gifting Joy, A Positive Attitude

You Inadvertently Carried Me Whilst My Soul Took Refuge, I’ve Much Gratitude

I Love People Who Are Oblivious To Their Own Wonder, The Impact Of Their Kind

In Another’s Broken World, Your Recognition Electrifies, Keeping Energies Positively Surged

Rebooting Hope, Gifting Motivation, Inspiration, Now Optimistically Charged

Igniting An Inner Spark, Fueling Determination, My Innate Divine Light

During Darkness, My Light Was Episodic, Social Withdrawals, Isolations No People Days

Those Waves Were Crashing Upon Me, Fighting To Reach The Light From Other’s Evil Ways

In The Face Of Their Uneducated Disgrace, Asking Myself, Why? What’s My Fight?

When My Worries From The Storms Surrounding, Bought Fear, Self-Doubt, From Judgments Wrong

It Was My Special Writing Family That Encouraged, Supported, Carrying My Work During My Absence, Whilst Grieving

Claps, Responses, Curation, Twitter Promotions, Publishing In Illumination Curation, Most Outstanding Stories

Love Was Overflowing From My Writing Community, Hearts Connected, It Kept Me Fighting, Writing Strong

It Empowered Me To Flip The Negative Script Of Voices Ranting, Turns Out, Other People Find Me Interesting

My Followers, Claps, Responses, Subscribers, Are Consistently Climbing

I Was Wondering Why I Was Gaining Traction In The Absence Of My Writing, Achieving Glories

On Days I Didn’t Wish To Wake, But Woke, Giving Up My Light, I’d Hide In The Dark

It Was Sahil Patel Who Instead Of Allowing Me To Quit, His Prompts Threw Me A Lifeline

Dr Mehmet Yildiz, Warren "Storyteller" Brown Who Published, Tweeted, Mentioned, Curated, Kept My Writing Lit

Keeping My Higher Consciousness Aligned, Following Intuition, Every Sign

On The Days I’d Try To Maintain My Writing Connection, It Was Beautiful Soul

My Kind Writing Friend, Publicist of Many Publications; Mr Warren "Storyteller" Brown

Whose Writing Would Inspire Me, Empower Me, Setting My Mind On Fire, Creativity Alit

I’d Put My Mind To Work, Write Half A Poem Or Article, No Matter Unfinished, I Engaged

I’ve Started So Many, Now Ready For Completion, Keeping Me Consistent In Achieving My Goal

Warren "Storyteller" Brown Your Publishing My Writing, Your Endless Sharing My Work, Mentions Of Praise, Turned My Frown Upside Down

When My Hope, My Faith Was Diminishing, Your Kindness Would Reinstate My Why? From Darkness That Day I Was Saved

Everyone’s Love, Appreciation, Kindness, Gifted Me With A Smile

So Out Came The Strength In Me, Writing, A Few Words, I’d Compile

Days When I Was Feeling Sorry For Myself, Depressional, Jan Sebastian’s Story Put Life, Into Perspective

Strength, Courage, Voiceless, Yet Words Were Spoken So Loudly, Offering Reflective Introspective

So To Everyone On Medium, Who Read, Commented, Left A Kind Response, Tweeted, Published, Promoted My Writing

Please Accept My Heartfelt Gratitude, Never Underestimate The Power Of Your Actions, Your Words

You Left Imprints On My Soul, Kept Me Writing, Mostly You Kept My Spirit Fighting

Suddenly Judgmental Afflictions, Of Others Words Unkind, My Soul No Longer Felt The Burn

In The Distant Shores, I Now See A Lighthouse, A Beacon Of Hope

Emerging From Darkness, No Drinking, Thinking It’s Helping Me To Cope

Less Self Sabotaging, Self Punishing, Submitting To Trained Amygdala Habits

Brain Re-Wiring, Optimistically Re-Forming New Coping Habits

See’s Transformational Personal Growth, New Mindset Adapting

Futures Not Looking So Bleak, Now Its Euphorically Exciting

So From Me To You, I Say Thank You Kindly

Anastasia

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