Drags
A Poem
Honestly, I wish you hadn’t asked me. I would rather not I would rather not I would rather not.
One name, one word, such anger, such closing down. I am closed, please come again, leave a message, no more today.
This situation, this situation that it exists at all, irks me, nags at me, pulls at me, drags at me,
I get tired at the mention of this word, this name, I get exhausted, I need a nap, I need a rest, I need to recover from it all.
Poetry is a release, so cryptic, so freeing. And yet, month after month, it arises, it comes back, the past — vampire, vampire, vampire.
popping up, texting up, wanting, wanting, grabbing, demanding, domineering, taking - with the reality of me having to just brace myself, suck it up, take a breath.
And then it is over again, until next time, until the next ask, the next come do this, The next somehow it is still a thing when it should not be a thing now, here, with
my screen, down, my windows, shuttered. It is okay to be a bit angry, I tell myself. My shop is closed today.
Jenny Justice is a mom, Sociology instructor, and writer. You can follow her on Medium and at Jenny Justice, Writer. She has been recognized as a Top Writer on Medium in Poetry, Parenting, Reading, Education, Books, Racism, Feminism and Climate Change, so far. You can follow her poetry at Justice Poetic.
