Dear Soulmate…
I’ve been thinking about you lately. More often than I should. I’ve been thinking about the timeline of when our paths are meant to collide, about the time when our souls are finally going to recognize each other.
Once you arrive at my destination, I will have a million things to say to you. I want to tell you how my life had been swept away by treacherous currents by giving me lessons of large magnitude, how my soul had abandoned my body — like eyes devoid of hope and the key to finding a way back to myself was primarily to forgive myself.
I want to tell you this year has been amazing and kind to me. I have finally learned to acknowledge myself. I feel closer to myself. The feeling isn’t familiar but I don’t necessarily hate it. There’s warmth in the sunshine that doesn’t seem eerie anymore.
I’m finally beginning to realize that life is a cycle of giving up things to gain and that sometimes you lose way more than you gain.
When you arrive, I want you to pat me on my head and tell me how proud you are. I want us to go on long walks basking in the orange dusk. When you smile at me, I want to tell you how much the dim light in my world lights up, even for a split second.
I want to exchange messages with you on a random day and secretly slip a little scribbled note into your pocket and tell you “This made me think of you”.
Likewise, I want to know what life has put you through and how difficult life has been. I want to embrace you tight like there’s no tomorrow. I want to be part of your moments — good or bad. I want to tell you that life will continue to be a series of ups and downs but this time it’s going to be relatively easy with me beside you.
I want to be your strongest cheerleader through thick and thin because I know unabashedly you’ll be mine.
And when there are certain chapters for you to deal with alone, know for a fact that I’ll be waiting within your arms reach like I never left. I’ll be waiting there for you with a blanket of love to wrap you in tightly when you hurry your way back to me. I want to be the one who’ll caress your face and swiftly wipe tears from the rim of your eyes.
I want us to create memories that last a lifetime with unyieldingly peaceful love, with love that shines through my cracked bones, and with love so profound yet so soft like the feathers embracing my heart.
And, for moments to come and days to wait, I hope you’ll find me quickly because I know I’ll be waiting for you. I’ll be waiting for us…
Hey, thanks for reading!
Also, take care of yourself! Always!






