David
I Will Love You Forever

*Trigger Warning: Suicide* If you ever need someone to talk to, no matter the time, just dial 988 from your phone. Someone is always there.
The cracks in the sidewalk had tree roots popping through and I longed for you to finally come join me So I could show you everything Everything in this world So long, many years now You grew up beyond the child I knew The robot button, blue of Long Island all just memories in my heart I do not know what your heart felt When you raised the gun to your head Did you hesitate? Was it accidental? These are the questions a mother will never know, helplessly holding onto threads of a person who was gone before anyone could get him back.
There is more to say
But that is deep inside
and will remain between you and I
perhaps to come forward at
another day, a different time
All I know for certain
is the pain is palpable and real,
unforgiving and echoing. I miss you, David.





