Paper Poetry Prompt #6 | Obstacles or Fences
Complicit
An obstacle of self in unbounded quatrain

Misery and despair descend like a dense fog around her head cloaking her in grey sadness shrouding her world in dread
A leaden wall of worthlessness presses heavy on her chest ragged breaths and tortured sighs freed emissaries from the depths
A fetid lump of foreboding slams into her conscious mind hellbent on wreaking havoc on a spirit already mired
Her head is pummelled with regrets of life spent been and gone opportunities forsaken careers and dreams unshone
Memories of undeserved rejection barbed tentacles of toxic hate wrap tightly around her neck and condemn her to her fate
Almost torn and broken she makes ready to submit willing it to be finished complicit in her defeat
She wallows in her suffering and lets it have its way offering no resistance just tears of hurt and shame
And then she feels it coming the balm of sacred honey-myrrh the warmth of a knowing hand soothing what’s left of her
The anguish and the helplessness cruel spectres in disguise retreat into the recesses powerless to their demise
A golden hue suffuses her wellbeing and her pores while a zephyr of enlightenment stirs her creative core
It’s an oft repeated pattern one she’s come to know too well she rises and with a manifesting purpose returns to her desk, picks up her pen, and writes.
Thank you for reading my poem. Special thanks to Suntonu Bhadra and Melissa Bee at Paper Poetry for the opportunity to contribute to this prompt. Extra special thanks to Connie Song for her thought-provoking prompt topic — Obstacles or Fences.
I wrote the first version of this poem a couple of weeks ago. I put it aside wondering what to do with it. And then along came Connie’s prompt topic! I tightened up the rhyming elements and tweaked the rhythm and flow here and there but essentially the poem is as is.
Mental health is a huge issue — an enormous obstacle — for our society. There would not be a person alive today who would not be touched by mental illness in some way, whether personally or in someone they know. Writing about mental health brings awareness to the subject but more importantly, it helps to de-stigmatize it.
My unreserved and sincere apologies if my poem should cause distress to readers. That was not my intention. If you are struggling with mental health issues, I urge you to seek help from your local health services. Mental illness is not something you can resolve on your own no matter how strong you think you might be.
I want to share the unobscured version of the image I used to decorate my handwritten poem. Not only is it gorgeous in its own right but it symbolizes the words of my poem perfectly. Please spend a moment reflecting on what this image means to you.

In all kindness, I would like to invite my fellow writers at Medium to join me in this prompt — Jenine Bsharah Baines, Amy Marley, Whitney Rose, Dr. Preeti Singh, Isak Dinesen, Jacobo the First, Nick Keehler, James G Brennan, Dana Sanford, Nanette Schieron.
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