POEM OF DETERMINATION
Claustrophobia, Be Damned!
When your mind holds you hostage, inside its tiniest crevices of space, screaming to find your way out is expected and needed.
Sprays of cool surf wisp against my cheek
The crackling glass of swift crashing waves cry out for an audience near enough to hypnotize
No restraints or cemented feet
I do see the empty sky above with endless dry land patiently waiting for my run to meet its call
Then paralyzing fear responds, what if no one’s out there
I can’t move even though I’m reaching
With closed eyes, I squint to peek through holes exposed as walls rise and grounded mazes keep me trapped
My tormented screech crumbles as anguish falls
My restless body searches for answers and protection
It desperately shudders with an unbearable need for others
Wanting connection, touch, electricity to draw from private sources
To hear my scream, pick me up, read my eyes, and open my sky
Trails await, not closed and narrowed but marching feet in step with me
Ringing a melodic tune of intimate stories and limitless smiles as we climb higher
Thank you for reading. Please enjoy another poem of mine examining mental struggles.