Choreography
My Daily Dance

My days are not so much well-planned as exquisitely choreographed
It is not that I take pride in economy of movements (well, I’m a little proud to be honest) or that I aim to be the most efficient I can be (a little of that, too, but not too much). Nor am I the result of some meticulous time-and-motion study (definitely not; well, maybe definitely not).
Nor do I dance for applause, for there’s no one here but me (this, finally, is one hundred percent).
No, it is more that I eat the same things every day, prepared in the same manner every day, using the same galley every day, wielding the same implements every day, opening and closing the same fridge door, in the same sequence, every day.
I’m sure (though I don’t remember) that it didn’t start out like this, as this choreographed sequence of steps and movements, but as the years have trickled by, and as my natural love of frugality and simplicity have put their stamp on the proceedings, each day resembles the previous day more and more, and in finer and finer detail.
I have thought, more than once, that if someone were to film me Monday morning and then Tuesday morning and then perhaps even Wednesday and Thursday as well for good measure, and then view these snippets of Wolf proceedings one after the other: well, nut-case (or anal) may be the first adjective to spring to mind.
Yes, I have — trial-and-errorly — arrived at and now live by a workable schedule; one considered and refined over the years — one aimed at health, writing, and meditation.
I walk from my cabin (or cottage — though I prefer cabin, just definitely not a house) to the new airport terminal (2.1 miles) and back (another 2.1 miles) about the same time every morning.
I walk to my lookout point/bench by the ocean (0.65 miles) and back (yes, another 0.65 miles) at about the same time every day. Weather permitting, I take a seat and just gaze/enjoy for a minute or ten.
I sit my morning sitting, and I sit my evening sitting at more or less the same times every day.
After my morning sitting, I halve and slice my grapefruit, at more or less the same time every day.
After my grapefruit, I light my candle to read my Buddhist Elders and reflect upon their wisdom by about the same time every day. Done reading and reflecting, I check email, post a Wolfku about the same time every day.
I brew my teas, I eat my banana, I eat my apple, I chop my vegetables, mix my lentil-rice and most other things all at about the same time every day.
And the upshot — well, purpose really — of all this precise activity is that when I sit down to meditate, I am in good health, well rested, wide-aware, and happy to have earned another day of seeing things as they really are.
© Wolfstuff






