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Summary

The article presents a personal journey of living successfully with bipolar disorder, offering hope and strategies for others with the condition.

Abstract

The author shares their initial despair upon being diagnosed with bipolar disorder, contrasting it with their current success in managing the condition. Over time, the author learned to cope with the "internal bipolar monster" and found inspiration in others who were successfully navigating life with mental illness. The article emphasizes that success in managing bipolar disorder is possible, as evidenced by the author's own experiences, which include working full-time, volunteering, caring for family, and creating content. The author is also working on a book to share their insights and provide further encouragement to those struggling with bipolar disorder.

Opinions

  • The author initially believed their life was over after a bipolar disorder diagnosis, reflecting a common but unfounded fear.
  • The author found hope and motivation in the success stories of others with bipolar disorder, suggesting a community aspect to recovery and management.
  • Writing and sharing experiences is seen as a therapeutic tool and a way to help others, indicating the author's belief in the power of storytelling and community support.
  • The author acknowledges the presence of imposter syndrome in their journey as a writer but emphasizes the importance of action in overcoming self-doubt.
  • The article conveys a strong message of resilience, suggesting that with perseverance and the right strategies, individuals with bipolar disorder can lead fulfilling and productive lives.

Can You Successfully Live With Bipolar Disorder?

If I can succeed with mental illness, so can you.

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“My life is over.”

That was my first thought when I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. The few people I knew with bipolar didn’t fill me with much optimism.

My hope for successfully conquering bipolar was especially dim in those early days. For months, I alternated between not sleeping at all to sleeping 20 hours a day. A full life was a mirage beyond reach.

Then I learned a vital life lesson. It applies to all areas of life, not just mental health.

Abraham Lincoln once said, “That some achieve great success, is proof to all that others can achieve it as well.”

Many successfully live with bipolar. I knew that. But could I? Can you?

Writing Books

Fast forward two decades. My focus project right now is assembling a book about living with bipolar disorder. After reading dozens of posts from other Medium writers who successfully turned posts into books, I decided it’s my turn.

In the past four years, I published hundreds of online articles about fighting bipolar. Creating a book is simply a matter of selecting the best content and editing the compilation so it flows smoothly in book form.

The life of a writer is full of imposter syndrome. You constantly feel you’re a talentless hack or unqualified to help anyone. As I watched others achieve success, it bolstered me to take action. Taking action silences doubt.

Conquering Bipolar

The proof-positive test applies to all areas of life, including mental health.

As time passed, I learned to cope with my internal bipolar monster. I met others doing the mental-illness dance successfully. When I started to share my struggles, more people opened up to me. I realized I knew many bipolar warriors, though most still fight in silence.

Knowing others were succeeding with bipolar gave me strength to keep fighting. As I saw them live productive and meaningful lives, I knew I could do it too.

“That some achieve great success, is proof to all that others can achieve it as well.” — Abraham Lincoln

Today, I’d like to believe I am successfully living with bipolar. I work full time, volunteer in my community, care for my parents, and create online content each week.

There are challenging days where I struggle to get out of bed, shower, or sit down in front of my computer. However, most days, I find the strength to do what’s required.

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I’m no one special. If I managed to tame my bipolar, you can do it too. The fact that I’m still living despite bipolar repeatedly pushing me past the breaking point is proof you can succeed.

I’m going to keep working on my book project. The book isn’t about being a mental illness expert. Instead, it’s proof that you can continue to live a full life in spite of having bipolar disorder. My experiences can help others. If only one person benefits from the book, it will be worth it.

Then, when someone sees that reader continuing to fight, they’ll know they can fight too.

Until next time, keep fighting.

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