A Love Letter to My Medium Crush

Do you have any idea how hard I am falling for you?

My darling,

I read your latest and it took my breath away so much so that I am going to make a fool and a public spectacle of myself by writing this letter that I hope you will read.

If this is not a declaration of intent, then I don’t know what is.

Yes, I wear my heart on my sleeve. Is that such a bad thing?

Some may think I am flaky — always falling in and out of love.

For a bystander, that may be all they can see but for those who really know me, they understand my ongoing quest for love — the kind that is, as far as I am concerned, thus far confined only to the Bible: “Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices with the truth” — ( 1 Corinthians 13:4–8a)

Yes, I get that self-love is the best love and all that. And I do practice it, most of the time anyway. But sometimes I wonder if I am forever destined to be the group that is always unlucky in romantic love.

Because let’s face it, my love interests are usually floored by my looks and not anything beyond, sadly. A fun personality rates highly, sure, but very little beats a pretty face and a sexy figure in this day and age.

To be honest, there doesn’t seem to be much going on behind the minds of my dates than getting into my pants.

Perhaps it’s the very fear of bursting this romantic bubble I find myself in right now that I shy away from reaching out and telling you how hard I am falling for you.

Did I mention I read your latest? You sure hit it out of the ballpark with that one!

The feeling behind the words you write…it is as if each of your words is written with me in mind.

Lol.

Do you recall the short form I wrote about you being my Medium crush that went viral? It spawned several DM’s and subtle inquiries as to who might it be and whether they (who are making the inquiries) were my secret crush. I know how they feel because I am in the same boat now, wondering if your post is about me….

It makes me wish we could fly away together to a place and time that transcends the oceans and barriers that separate us….somewhere far, far away from prying eyes….

Do you have any idea how hard I’m falling for you?

And I know, all this may be just in my mind — building sandcastles in the sky where none exist.

And if it isn’t, please don’t wake me up from this beautiful fantasy because I am floating on cloud 9 here.

Even if I am not the one you describe in your stories, let me dream that I am the lucky girl who has captured your heart and imagination that inspire you to write the words that I await with bated breath to read.

And if it is true — if we are kindred souls indeed, I pray you will find a way to respond to my declaration of love.

Yours,

Yana BG

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