Breaking spirits, mind, and bodily integrity in bits and fractions

Summary

The website content is a poignant poem titled "Pain Poem" that delves into the deep emotional and psychological scars of abuse, reflecting on the subtle and overt effects it has on an individual's spirit, mind, and body.

Abstract

"Pain Poem" is a profound literary piece that captures the essence of suffering caused by abuse. It paints a vivid picture of a child's torment, with imagery of tears and cries that convey the intensity of their pain. The poem speaks to the traps of sorrow that ensnare the vibrance of life, pushing individuals to the brink, described as the gates of hell. It portrays the struggle of carrying on with daily tasks, like attending school, while grappling with haunting memories. The narrative touches on the internal battle and the external pressures to conform to a Darwinian survival of the fittest, where weakness is preyed upon. The author intended to submit this poem to a competition but forgot, only to rediscover it while searching for documents to recover a hacked LinkedIn account. The poem's discovery on Google Drive is seen as a serendipitous moment, and the author expresses satisfaction with its length and depth. The content also includes a personal appeal from the author, Kallol Mazumdar, requesting support for his writing through tips or buying him a book, and invites readers to subscribe to his newsletter for updates on future work.

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The author conveys a personal connection to the theme of pain and abuse, suggesting a deep understanding of the subject matter.
There is an appreciation for the poetic form as a means of expressing complex emotions and experiences that are otherwise difficult to articulate.
The poem suggests that the effects of abuse are not just immediate but have long-term impacts, altering one's sense of self and reality.
The author believes in the resilience of the human spirit, as indicated by the continued effort to write and make sense of painful experiences.
There is a sense of community and support sought from readers, indicating the author's value for connection and shared experiences through writing.
The mention of the Medium Partner Program and the author's hacked LinkedIn account hints at the challenges faced by content creators in the digital age, including monetization and cybersecurity issues.

The subtle effects of abuse

A mum child

The sand felt dirty that day, of all the cut-loose things happening,

Tears rolling, cries unending, pain raging in extremes

The traps take in the vibrance of the sorrows committed.

With epoch soaring and crying, pushed to the gates of hell

Left alone to fend, hazed and drummer fazed, as the dance

Cracked open caged and gorged humanity, not subtle and succinct

But asinine and perplexing. As my eyes watered, the hands left me at the gates,

The rivers turned into seas, which turned into oceans, I took a deep dive

Entering the classroom with a hazy unfazed memory, trying to make sense,

If at all some sense could come of it, High cry and the needles fry,

Poetic Justice and Demons Feast, all littles rage and brazen attack the weakling,

For the world to approve of the Darwinian theory of surviving the belittling.

Beyond the narrative: This is a poem that I wanted to send in for a poetry competition. However, I wanted to write more and continue writing on a spree as it required at least 3000 words. I was planning to do it but it missed my mind. As I was looking for the missing documents that I needed to upload to my LinkedIn as my account was hacked I found this piece lying on my Google Drive. It's pretty this way in length.

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