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Summary

Jesse J Rogers shares a personal journey of rediscovering his passion for art, from childhood inspiration to a recent resurgence in creativity, despite earlier setbacks and self-doubt.

Abstract

The website content details Jesse J Rogers' artistic journey, beginning with his early exposure to art through his cousin Andrew's room filled with comic book heroes and a Predator model. Inspired, Jesse started creating his own comic books with a hot glue gun and crayons. His talent developed over time, leading to recognition in high school with an award-winning piece, albeit revoked due to a technicality. The article showcases a gallery of Jesse's work from his teenage years, including pieces like "Head in the clouds" and "Darkness." Despite a period of creative dormancy, influenced by the realization of others' superior talent and the perfectionist trap, Jesse's enthusiasm was reignited after his wife introduced an iPad into their lives. This led to a artistic renaissance, with promises of showcasing his latest work in a subsequent installment. The narrative concludes with a reflective note on the Chinese proverb about the best time to plant a tree, emphasizing the importance of starting anew regardless of past inaction.

Opinions

  • Jesse believes that maintaining artistic creativity from childhood into adulthood is challenging, as hinted by Picasso's quote.
  • He acknowledges the impact of early influences and environments on nurturing artistic interests.
  • Jesse expresses a mix of pride and modesty regarding his early artistic achievements, suggesting a personal struggle with self-worth and recognition.
  • The revocation of his high school art award for a technicality implies a critique of rigid artistic standards that may stifle young talent.
  • Jesse's admission of falling into the perfectionist trap indicates a personal battle with self-doubt and the pressure to compete with more talented artists.
  • The rekindling of his artistic passion after a long hiatus underscores the idea that it's never too late to return to one's creative pursuits.
  • The significance of the "Defiant Rooster" piece suggests a belief in serendipity or destiny, as it resonates with his future wife's hobby and becomes a cherished symbol of their relationship.
  • Jesse's reference to his favorite song as a possible influence for the "Defiant Rooster" artwork ponders the mysterious connections between personal interests and significant life events.
  • The anticipation of sharing more recent artwork indicates a renewed confidence and eagerness to continue his artistic journey.
  • The inclusion of links to his other stories and his bio invites readers to engage further with his personal narrative and creative endeavors.

Artwork

Becoming an Artist — Part 1

I’m still very much an amateur, but here’s a gallery of my journey so far

Head in the clouds, by Jesse J Rogers (2020)

“All children are born artists, the problem is to remain an artist as we grow up.” — Pablo Picasso.

One of my earliest memories is of being in my cousin Andrew’s room while he was playing computer games on a Commodore 64. He had posters of comic book heroes on his walls and a model of the Predator which is 7 feet tall in my childhood memory but was maybe only an action figure in reality. Who knows.

Either way, it was cool. Andrew showed me the basics of how he sketched. I started making my own comic books when I was very young, using a hot glue gun and crayons.

By high school, I was actually pretty good, and I even won an award for one of my pieces, though it was revoked because the size of the paper was wrong. Whatever. Here are the works that my 16–18-year-old self had produced in the late '90s.

Darkness, by Jesse J Rogers
Orc Gang, by Jesse J Rogers
Borg, by Jesse J Rogers
Crickets, by Jesse J Rogers
Crystals, by Jesse J Rogers
Room with a view, by Jesse J Rogers
Trinity, by Jesse J Rogers
Face, by Jesse J Rogers
War Machine, by Jesse J Rogers
Souls, by Jesse J Rogers
Joker, by Jesse J Rogers
Blue Mana, by Jesse J Rogers
News, by Jesse J Rogers
Angel, by Jesse J Rogers

Somewhere along the line, my enthusiasm for producing art waned when I realized there are people infinitely more talented than I am. I had absolutely no hope of ever catching up to professional artists; there’s no way someone like me could make a living at this. For the better part of 20 years, I tutored math, played video games, and didn’t produce much of anything creative.

I fell prey to the perfectionist trap.

But 2 years ago, my wife got an iPad and I quit playing computer games.

Since then I’ve had a bit of a renaissance, picking up where I left off. In the next installment, I’ll show you the results of my recent flurry of artwork, of which the cover photo of this story is one piece.

As I often like to repeat…

The best time to plant a tree was 20 years ago. The second best time is now. — Chinese Proverb

But before I get to work on the gallery of my latest work, there is one last item I want to talk about.

Defiant Rooster, by Jesse J Rogers

I drew this sometime around 1998. About 8 years later I met the woman who I would go on to marry. She raises chickens as a hobby, and so this was her favorite — because how did I know to draw it for her?

“We were meant,” she said when she first saw it, giving me a long hug. This is one of only two pieces that we kept the physical original of.

Now it’s possible it could have had something to do with one of my favorite songs. But who knows. Also, that explanation only pushes the mystery back one layer. Why was that my favorite song?

Anyway, while you wait for me to post my more recent paintings, here’s my bio and a few of my stories you might also like.

Artwork
Autobiography
Childhood
Development
Perfectionism
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