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The text is a personal reflection on recurring distressing dreams related to loss and grief, juxtaposed with a call to action for subscribing to a newsletter and Medium Membership.

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The website content presents a poignant piece on the experience of having persistent nightmares that evoke deep emotional pain, akin to the physical sensation of a heart condition known as Takotsubo Cardiomyopathy. The author, Jennifer Pierce, shares the emotional turmoil of dreaming about the absence of a loved one, symbolized by an empty pillow and a path diverging along a quay. The vivid imagery of a heart "throbbing like some rough, new-born brick" and the ocean "shimmering like silken tears" conveys the intensity of the distress. Interwoven with this personal narrative is a practical invitation to subscribe to the author's newsletter and to support her work by signing up for a Medium Membership through her referral link, which also provides the subscriber with access to a wide range of stories and the emotional satisfaction of supporting the author.

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  • The author uses the metaphor of a "rough, new-born brick" to describe the intensity of the emotional pain felt upon waking from the recurring dream.
  • There is an underlying theme of longing and loss, as evidenced by the repeated line "I had that dream again," and the imagery of reaching out for a loved one who is no longer there.
  • The ocean is personified, shimmering "like silken tears," suggesting a profound sense of sorrow and perhaps a connection between the author's emotions and the natural world.
  • The author seeks a deeper connection with the reader by expressing a need for emotional validation through the reader's engagement with her work, beyond just financial support.

POETRY

Bad Dreams

Symptoms of Takotsubo Cardiomyopathy

Photo by Aziz Acharki on Unsplash

I had that dream again

The one that always scares me

I woke up with my heart on fire

throbbing like some rough, new-born brick

laid at the base of my throat

I had that dream again

The one where you are gone

I reached out for your pillow

for you

Already 1,000 miles on

I had that dream again, remember?

Where I walk along a quay

The ocean shimmers like silken tears

and your steps

go the other way

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