another therapist…another let down

this one actually answered the phone, did a ridiculous intake form and then immediately told me to look elsewhere. why even have that you help patients with a certain topic if you don’t. why take my information, why do an intake with me, if you read my questionnaire answers beforehand. i see why people decide that suicide is the only way out, you literally beg and ask for help until it’s too late. this was the sixth therapist this week. the therapist that were no-shows, the therapist that doesn’t bother to read my chart, the therapist who doesn’t show up on time…it’s like they want the money for taking the call for the consultation but don’t actually want to do the work. this therapist was late for our call, she didn’t even apologize and did her best and fastest to get off the phone. for right now, for what little sanity i feel i have left, i’m done seeking help.