An Urban Heart
Broken

I have walked down many streets strolled past sundry buildings of sorts and watched lives ride by in all kinds of weather; inhaled the fumes and odours of scented bodies and metallic machines; heard music boasting from wide-open car windows/sure it’s not a pensioner. Now out on a suburban ramble I attune to the low mumbles of a balmy evening ambling avenues with flattened curves to the sound of muffled traffic intermittently mingling in this million-peopled city feels normal after the peak/though life is much more subdued, even the cars gasp past/no honks just masks contorting a return to normality, and it’s usually quieter in the evening time — but this is a different evening time—an agony away, not mine. It’s almost nine and bright and I can hear my footsteps throbbing to the ache of a city’s wounded anatomy accompanied by the murmurs of voices seated outside restaurants and cafés in socially-distanced companionship amid a shattered urban soul determined to mend its broken heart.

When I wrote this poem I was describing the feeling I experienced walking through the city of Cologne one evening. It was a few days after the easing of the lockdown rules and people were allowed out to freely walk about again — although still in twos, unless family. It was the atmosphere. And though the city had had comparatively few deaths (96) and infected cases (2463), I felt this to be a general feeling world-wide. My thoughts were very much on New York and its pain.
