An Unconscious Seduction

Explore the mystery of yourself

I don’t believe it was a single moment, but rather a series of events. Triggering, awakening, revelations, moments of complete shock and insight. Sometimes sudden ones, other times slow creeping realizations and unearthing.

Spirituality for me has been a journey back to myself, an enticing seduction into the mystery of myself.

Somewhere along the way, I stopped feeling stressed and flustered when someone asked me a deep question I didn’t know the answer to. Instead, I began feeling excited and intrigued.

Not knowing things about myself stopped being something I feared and started to become an opportunity for exploration. And the universe only revealed its secrets and mine in small doses.

Tempting me to seek more.

A new theme to explore in my mind, a new idea or concept to consider or think about, a part of myself I hadn’t understood in such a way before.

I keep getting directed back toward nurturing this inner creative evolution.

It is also a mystery to where it’s leading.

Even when we work on ourselves, and begin to get to know who we are underneath all our conditioning and programming, there is still an infinite ever-changing world to explore within.

We never know everything about ourselves, though we are given the opportunity to put energy and effort into exploring ourselves.

It was exciting to realize the enticing mysteries of other people were something I could also venture to explore in myself.

Even when the illusion arises that I know everything already about myself, I get reminded daily that I am constantly changing, even when it is ever so slowly or slightly.

And still, so much remains unknown.

I have been seduced by my own desire to know more about myself, to explore my interests and passions.

The boundaries I create in my life are more appropriate and suitable for me now, and the understanding I have of myself is always growing and shifting and expanding.

Self-love to me hasn’t been so much about the specific acts people associate with caring for themselves, but more about the ways I have become more interested in getting to know myself, every day in whatever way feels right at the time.

And because I am interested in the mystery of me, I am prioritising myself as the main character in my life.

Surprising myself with my strength at times, shocking myself with how much I have learned to trust and love, excited by what I may learn next. Curious about what inner knowledge or secrets may be revealed.

The feminine in me recognizes this self-nourishment as a part of my healing journey and she seduces me with all the unknowns and possibilities waiting to be discovered.

Every day I am intrigued to learn more. Enjoying the mystery of myself.