An Open Letter to Derek Chauvin
What if it had been you?

I ask you, Chauvin, what if you were George Floyd. What if you drove your vehicle on a warm Memorial Day to the local corner store to pick up some holiday drinks? Millions of American’s did something similar that same day. They went to the store to grab a six-pack of beer or an extra pack of hotdogs for the backyard barbeque. However, unlike George Floyd, they returned home healthy and alive.
Is your life worth more than a counterfeit 20 dollar bill? I bet Derek Chavin you would say yes. It seems that a black man’s life was worth even less. He was a person like you. How can you crush another man under a knee of injustice.? Any man in your position had to feel the life drain from his body. The limpness of his arms, the slack in his jaw, the tiny bit of drool oozing from the corner of his mouth were all signs he was dying or already dead.
Imagine someone with cold eyes and hands resting in their pockets pressing you into the hot pavement. George died alone under your knee. He was murdered on national television thousands of times while you went home upright and healthy.
George was a father, a brother, uncle, nephew, and friend. He was important and deserved to live. He paid his debt to society years ago, but I guess you had to persecute him further and make him pay. However, that wasn’t it. It was because he was big and black. His melanin and size created a threat in your eyes.
As a white man, you are never viewed with the same lens as men that look like George Floyd. You don’t teach your kids rules on how to avoid being shot by the police. You don’t navigate a world that wants to destroy blackness. You enjoy white privilege that includes always receiving the benefit of the doubt. Having a bad day can be an explanation for mass murder if you are white.
I ask you, Derek Chauvin, why must Mr.Floyd’s criminal record always seem to nullify his humanity. Over a 19 year career, 18 complaints were lodged against you. But you didn't lose your life or job for this misconduct. You continued to prowl the Minneapolis streets and harass and brutalize the citizens of the city you were sworn to serve and protect. In my eyes, you never served your time for being a mean-spirited human being who doesn’t understand the meanings of empathy or compassion. If these human platitudes meant anything to you, I believe George Floyd would be alive this upcoming Memorial Day instead of resting in a grave.
I wish I never knew the name, George Floyd. If I didn't, he might still be alive. He would still be stopping in the corner store, flashing his smile and cracking a few jokes with the cashier. His siblings would share Christmas and Easter with him. There would be more Memorial Days. His kids would witness him at their graduation. He would give his daughter away at her wedding. But you, Derek Chauvin, stole that from him and his family on a humid summer’s day.
Even if convicted and sent to the harshest prison, you will continue to breathe, eat, have birthdays, and live. Your kids can visit, send you letters and pictures. What does George have? I will tell you what he has. A cold grave that he will lay in for eternity.
Every single time I see the murder of a black American citizen, I replace the face with my own or the face of my children. Imagine that horror as you live in a country built on the backs of broken slaves and the Jim Crow south. That Derek is my reality. I must always be above reproach. I am a well-educated human being, but the ebony hue of my skin always murders my humanity and leaves me in an open grave. Why open? So more black bodies can be tossed on the heap already resting there.
I hope George haunts your dreams. I hope he is the material of your nightmares and the monster in your closet. Torment is the best punishment for you, Derek Chauvin. You won’t spend the rest of your life in jail, but I hope the little freedom you are granted is consumed with guilt.
God will forgive you, but I don’t know if I can gather enough in my spirit to do the same.
I pray for George’s family to receive justice. In reality, it’s not just justice for him but for all the black Americans who’ve died under the oppressive boot of the police force.
Peace and thanks for reading.





