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nd yes, it was my choice. We both know that. For me you left seven years ago and only a month ago I realized how wrong I was. You were there, in your room. But you have to admit that I had never seen you in it before. I was used to you waiting for me in the yard with open arms, wearing your white and blue t-shirts, with your coffee by your side and the backgammon already ready for a game. Greeting me with your sweet voice. The voice that disappeared in just one night. In a year everything had changed. Your body was no longer strong, you no longer ate with the appetite you always had, you didn’t get up because you just couldn’t. Alzheimer said the doctors. You forgot yourself and us; while We were left with the memories of the strong man we always knew. Oh… and with all that you had created in a lifetime with your magic hands. I couldn’t visit you and all I can think about now is how selfish I was not being able to find the strength to do it, just to keep your image intact in

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my mind. I will live with the regrets of my choice but please do me one last favor even if I don’t deserve it. Come one night in my dreams and let me hear your voice one last time. That is all I’m asking. Thank you for everything you have done for us and I will tell you exactly what mom told you a few hours before you left. May you find all gold wherever you go.</p><p id="33d9" type="7">To my mom’s uncle who stood like a father to her and like a grandfather to me.</p><p id="6d5b"><i>If you like our work be the<b> first </b>to read it<b> for free</b> by subscribing <a href="https://medium.com/subscribe/@kostasmitrakas1">here</a>! Also, medium permits you to read <b>3 articles </b>per month for free. If you wish to have <b>unlimited </b>access to our articles and thousands of pieces from other favorite authors, don’t hesitate to get a membership for <b>5$</b> per month by clicking this <a href="https://medium.com/@kostasmitrakas1/membership">link</a>!</i></p></article></body>

An Apology

To the man that was the greatest human being possible

Telling the world about a life changing moment is dangerously scary in my eyes. And that’s because you allow others to see who you were before that moment, who you have become after that and most importantly; the way you got where you are now.

So, forgive my cowardice and allow me to speak directly to the person responsible for changing my way of seeing life.

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It’s been a while since we last talked. I know. And I know it’s my fault. And yes, it was my choice. We both know that. For me you left seven years ago and only a month ago I realized how wrong I was. You were there, in your room. But you have to admit that I had never seen you in it before. I was used to you waiting for me in the yard with open arms, wearing your white and blue t-shirts, with your coffee by your side and the backgammon already ready for a game. Greeting me with your sweet voice. The voice that disappeared in just one night. In a year everything had changed. Your body was no longer strong, you no longer ate with the appetite you always had, you didn’t get up because you just couldn’t. Alzheimer said the doctors. You forgot yourself and us; while We were left with the memories of the strong man we always knew. Oh… and with all that you had created in a lifetime with your magic hands. I couldn’t visit you and all I can think about now is how selfish I was not being able to find the strength to do it, just to keep your image intact in my mind. I will live with the regrets of my choice but please do me one last favor even if I don’t deserve it. Come one night in my dreams and let me hear your voice one last time. That is all I’m asking. Thank you for everything you have done for us and I will tell you exactly what mom told you a few hours before you left. May you find all gold wherever you go.

To my mom’s uncle who stood like a father to her and like a grandfather to me.

If you like our work be the first to read it for free by subscribing here! Also, medium permits you to read 3 articles per month for free. If you wish to have unlimited access to our articles and thousands of pieces from other favorite authors, don’t hesitate to get a membership for 5$ per month by clicking this link!

Women
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