All These Windows To Watch the Rain
A Poem
A house of windows is only a reflection of myself.
I can see out through paned glass into a world devoid of me and unknowing but the rain, the actual raindrops, reflect my tears like a funhouse mirror Distorted
All these windows to watch the rain and all I can see is myself.
The forecast is for gloom and I am this prediction Dark, cloudy skies like my disposition seen through glass but opaque so all I am left with is me
I open the window to let myself out.
The cold breeze the gentle drip of water on my hand a fingertip, a raindrop a change in mood a change in self because I chose to open, if only a window, but one to my soul
All these windows to watch the rain and now I get it For years and years I held windows tight, a closed mind behind the storm and now I get it All I needed to do was open the windows, just a crack, to let the air in so I could see again so I could breathe
This poem was inspired by a passage in the book of poetry, Homie by Danez Smith. I find myself highlighting words or passages that move me every time I read, no matter what I am reading. When I find the highlight that projects to a poem, I don’t read the source again before I write, I just allow the nerve to be touched. And then I spill my words.
A snippet from page 30 of Homie and from the poem, self-portrait as ’90s R&B video, where I got my inspiration:
“even exist, but what she know? i have all this house to walk through, all these gowns to cry on, all these windows to watch the rain”
© Jonathan Greene 2020
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