All I Have Is My Words
A Poem
I don’t have a lot to offer right now in the midst of this bubonic trainwreck A pulsating plague that always existed bubbling to the top of a vat of ignorance
I just don’t have a lot in me of a personal nature as if two young kids came and plucked me clean of all of my berries, and left thorns A rose without a name, wilting
All I have is my words right now, strung together like a pack of holiday lights but the ones you forgot to plug in Vestiges of light that carry none, dark
But these words are my light, a kind of brightness in the foggy landscape of an autumnal meadow gently dripping dew onto my face to wake me up but the problem is, I am awake, just a bit catatonic
Like I’m walking on a trail, between the tall trees but inside my shoes is the quicksand, and I’m sinking into myself until I am gone and only my shoes remain staring up at those same trees, not wondering where I went
My words ignite flames within me even when I am out What some would call a simmer is really a cry for help to allow some of this emotion to leak out of me if only to make this body more bearable to live in
All I have is my words, which isn’t to say I don’t have more My children breathe air into my uninflated lungs and heart, but the problem is that I forgot how to do that for myself So there I lay, crumpled in the corner, deflated and wordless
© Jonathan Greene 2020
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