Aiming For Air

I think we easily forget the importance of air, we take it for granted. Take few fresh breaths of air before we dive into the subject, do you feel it? Cherish it!

I know the prompt is not literally about air, yet, I just wanted to make you breathe before I’m taking your breath away with what I’m about to say…I’m joking.

This is actually a pretty sensitive subject to me, as I am always fighting against my mind instead of fighting side by side with it. But sometimes I enjoy the pain, I say “why would I want? the fights to cease? Where’s the challenge in that?”

It’s a very rare thing somehow, I tremble at my thoughts as much as I enjoy them.

The intensity of my thinking is insane, I literally sweat and burn at my thoughts, I don’t think there’s a level for it and I surely would not wish anyone to have it when it comes to the bad thoughts.

It guides me to hell then rises me back to the heavens, like a paradoxical event that nobody could ever understand, not even me.

But I am PROUD of everything that contributed to my creation and evolution. I know that I am a fighter and there’s no apology for letting myself down!

Whenever I write something, my arthritis reminds me that I’ll probably tremble even more soon, then I think “maybe I should write more, it’s like a destiny”.

My weird twitch is also a condition that I could never escape from, not mentally, not physically. All I can do is embrace it because all the bullying I’ve received because made me stronger and more immune.

My words are many, but they are 90% followed by facts.

I will end this with a song that I think represents me and many of you here. You can listen and read the lyrics here, fighter: