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A WONDERFUL Day as a Trans-Woman

Personal story about today 2.2.2024 that just made today feel great.

Today started off like any other day, waking up and just not wanting to go anywhere, the feeling of just wanting to go and lay down again seemed to be an ongoing fight. It has been that way for a while, not because of who I am but because of feeling alone in the house. Single life is something many people are supposed to embrace, with the claim of freedom and the ability to do anything, but I think I am just different. Being alone feels more like a weight of unbearable thoughts of not feeling wanted and anguish from not having a physical connection with someone, anyone at this point.

My kid called me from school while I was still in bed and asked me to bring her Oboe to school she forgot it. I quickly threw myself together and bolted down the school, honestly looking like the mom who just woke up out of bed and half-heartedly had makeup on from the night before. I was in a rush to make it to her school before her band class started, and I did, which was a really good thing. I stopped by the store and picked up a cute grey and pink bra and some feminine supplies that I needed and left, not really thinking much of it. Anyway, I returned home shortly after doing so, looking forward to climbing back into the bed once more.

I don’t what it was but I just couldn’t go back to sleep, despite the fact that I wanted to just go back to sleep. I decided to throw some make-up on, some pretty little pink eyeshadow, and some pink lipstick, that 24-hour lipstick because I hate it coming off. Did my eyeliner with long tails coming out from the corner of my eyes and added even some cute white highlights to the inside corner of my eyes. I pulled my hair to the left side today, and pinned it up, with it brushed down to my left side looking really sexy in my opinion.

I put on my new bra that I had just gotten earlier that morning and then headed to the dresser drawer and found a pair of panties that matched, I was going to go with a pink pair, but the grey panties just matched better. At this time, I walked past the mirror and glanced over and I don’t know something about the way I looked in the mirror just excited, not like pleasure but just happiness. So I ended up taking a few selfies of me in my bra and panties, the honest to god second pair of matching undergarments I have ever had. Personally, I never really gave it as much thought as I do with my dresses or outfits, but it just looked so good on me. Feeling really good, I went into the closet and grabbed my biage color short tight dress with a line of brown and white mixed buttons down the front of the dress. It also revealed my shoulders and well my bright pink bra straps. Honestly, it might have looked a little trashy or trampish, but I was very looking pretty. So of course I had to take several more pictures, and they just turned out looking so beautiful. I finished off the look with my 2-inch black glitter heels.

After getting done dressing up and looking sexy it was time for me to head out. I was only at the mechanic shop to get my brakes done, and then head back home originally. Well when I got to the mechanic shop a 40 min drive away, I parked the car and started walking up to the mechanic shop. I don’t know if the mechanics were all taking a break or something, but as I was walking up, I saw one standing at the bay door looking at me, within seconds, there was 2 mechanics looking at me, and a second more a third mechanic. It was like they were popping out of the mechanic shop like a vending machine. by the time I had traveled the 50 or so feet to the door, there were 4 mechanics all at the bay door looking at me, and when I mean looking, they were staring hard.

I kid you not, when I opened the door and walked into the shop, I heard one of the Mechanic say “DAMN the girl was fine”. I ended up smiling right away entering the shop, as all 4 guys were staring at me even though I don’t like men. I spoke with the guy at the desk, who told me that he would take care of it and it would be ready shortly. I ended up having my mom meet me there and pick me up for the hour I had to wait since I was near. — My mother has come a long way in accepting me. — But of course, the moment I opened the door, only a couple minutes after I had gotten there and left, all 4 guys were back at that bay door watching me leave in my mini dress.

Well, I came back to pick up my car, and the brakes were done and the guy at the counter gave me a 30% discount, and said, don’t tell anyone okay? I was a little shocked but smiled and said thank you. Which, he really did drop 30% off from the price he quoted me for the brake job. Even rotated my tired for me. But those same 4 mechanics must have had a serious long lunch because they didn’t see me come in, but they sure saw me leave as magically all 4 appeared at the bay door as I walked out, even saw 2 of them wave at me… Like wow, I guess I was the center of their attention. I did kindly give them a wave goodbye, like I really should have, they were gaulking their eyes out at me by the looks of it. Country boys at that, but boys will be boys.

I was going to head back home but decided that I didn’t want to go home yet and went to Five Below since we just got a new one in town about 8 months or so ago. I wanted to pick up a few things and maybe re-decorate my bedroom with some Pikachu anime stuff; Like totally a Pikachu girl. Well of course walking up the store was fine nothing bad happened, but this young man maybe mid his mid-20s opened the door for me, even did this weird bow with his hand like a shofer gesture, like who does that? Followed by the words “Madam”. Again, I didn’t know what to say, but I did smile it was sweet, and I walked through the door yet again. — I swear I think I have a thing with people spotting me at Doors or something!!! —

I walked around doing my shopping and 5-below was really busy right after lunchtime, so there were several people in there. It was like everyone was looking at me, and I am not making it up, they literally were looking, smiling, and even as I passed many of them would say things like Excuse me miss, and even got a few saying I had pretty hair or love your eyeshadow. Like just walking around 5-below, like did almost every guy have to compliment me, I love the attention don’t get me wrong just not used to it still after all this time.

I think I spent about 20–30 minutes inside 5-below, and then checked out in their automatic checkout, and OMG, this guy who wasn’t helping anyone else said “I can help you get started checking out”, and he scanned every single item for me, asked me if I liked anime because of Pikachu posters. Of course, I said yes, and we chatted for a few minutes as he was ringing my stuff up and then I checked out and went on my way. Nothing else happened between the guy watching the self-checkout lane and me. Yet this was not even the funniest part of my day.

Like you can’t even make this stuff up because it just doesn’t feel real sometimes. I was low on gas after all the driving around so I went to the gas station across the parking lot and started to get out to pump my gas, and of course, my really short mini dress rode up enough that my grey panties were showing just enough for when you swing your first left out the door. OMG, I was parked right across from the stupid gas station door, which is a pull not push door. This young dark man glanced over at me just at the right time catching a clear view of my panties before I could pull the mini dress back down as I was standing up. All I heard was “DAMNNNNN” and as I looked up as he went to push the door open still looking at me and face-planted that door so hard, you could hear the — THUD — . He apparently shocked himself and backed up trying to play it off and opened the door and went in, by that time I had my dress fully covering my panties.

I didn’t have any words, and honestly felt a bit shy at that point, because like it was a very public area and I didn’t mean for that to happen. I pumped my gas and left before he got out of the store; I guess there was a long line or something. Finally driving home with a bit embarrassed look on my face but with a smile that made me feel good. Like I have gotten comments before, and I get stares a lot, but some days it is more than others. I don’t understand why men do this excessively, and many don’t try to hide it. But in the end, it was a good day out, despite it being very simple, having compliments was a huge pat on the back of accomplishment in myself and gave me a very wonderful day.