avatarGerthy Bingoly

Summary

A doctor undergoing personal turmoil and existential crisis finds unexpected joy and freedom through a chance encounter with a free-spirited stranger, leading to a reflective journey on the true meaning of life.

Abstract

The narrative "A Tale For The Living" poignantly captures the emotional odyssey of a doctor battling with sorrow, pain, and the pressures of life, which culminates in a day of liberating experiences with an old, bearded stranger. This day of firsts, from getting drunk to streaking, serves as a catalyst for the protagonist to question the purpose of their own existence and the essence of living. The story, inspired by the resilient characters of the TV show "Shameless," emphasizes that life is more than just survival or the pursuit of material success; it is an ongoing quest for personal freedom and joy within the heart, transcending the conventional definitions of happiness through wealth, love, or professional achievements.

Opinions

  • The protagonist grapples with a profound sense of disillusionment with their life and career, indicating a deep-seated personal struggle.
  • There is a subtle critique of the societal expectation placed on professionals, particularly doctors, to be perpetual caregivers without acknowledging their own humanity and vulnerabilities.
  • The encounter with the bearded stranger introduces a counter-narrative to the protagonist's life, suggesting that embracing spontaneity and unconventional experiences can lead to profound personal insights.
  • The author posits that true living is found in moments of genuine freedom and emotional release, rather than in the rigid structures of professional and societal expectations.
  • The influence of the TV show "Shameless" serves as a testament to the idea that even in the face of adversity, individuals can carve out moments of pure, unadulterated joy and connection.
  • The conclusion that life's meaning is an ongoing exploration rather than a definitive answer reflects a philosophy of embracing the journey of life itself, with all its uncertainties and surprises.

A Tale For The Living

When sorrow meets life

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Left-right, up-down The night was long Sweat on the bed, heat on my head My dream was wrong The room is dark, the birds won’t sing Everything’s quiet Except me, pain, sorrow, denial My tears won’t go silent My journey, those years All of it for what? Those whims of life They got me by the gut Now, the voices in my head They won’t shut I’m a doctor But tomorrow it will be me with a bald cut

Mask on, my feet are numb I’m walking like a strainer My last day saving lives I do want to feel like an avenger I try but I can’t, my life is a mess The Me I was I hate her I go on the street There I meet a stranger Old, bearded and ruffians But enjoying life like a teenager

He took me to the bar My first time getting drunk It was fun For the first time, I burped like a pig and said “hik” He sparred me a look Eyes on me as if I were some punk A tap on the back And we were drinking like two skunks

He took me to the street For the first time I bought my first bag of weed He took me to the beach For the first time, I was finally freed He took me into his world For the first time, I was feeling great

We looked at the stars Talked about life, experiences And all the things he did The last time I had that much fun I was still a kid This day wasn’t going to end without me trying God forbid Blouse off, pants off, I started running Butt naked He followed me for a streaking

On the way home First time on a bus, it was exciting Left-right, up-down The day was long All the things we did, I was tired I started sleeping My seat as my bed His shoulder below my head My dream was all but wrong

What Is The Meaning Of Life?

I haven’t answered that question yet, I’m working on it. What I do know is that life is meant to be lived. Far too many times, we survive. Far too many times, we do too much. Far too many times. we forget to breathe.

Living is not about running naked at the beach, it’s not about taking weeds or any drugs, it’s not about sex, it’s not even about love. It’s about letting go, it’s about freedom, inside our hearts.

I had the inspiration for writing this piece while watching a tv show, Shameless. The story of a family whose life never smiled at them, and yet, they manage to find those little moments to enjoy it like no one else.

Searching for oneself is a journey for a lifetime. Life is what happens in between. — Inspired by John Lennon

Poetry
Life
Happiness
Fun
Hardship
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