avatarRavyne Hawke

Summary

Lori Carlson reflects on the evolving significance of Neil Diamond's "I Am, I Said" throughout her life, from a song that mirrored her teenage angst to a spiritual declaration of Beingness that now fills her with joy.

Abstract

In a personal essay, Lori Carlson recounts her deep connection with Neil Diamond's song "I Am, I Said." As a teenager, the lyrics echoed her feelings of loneliness and desire for recognition. Over time, her interpretation of the song has shifted to a more spiritual understanding, viewing the 'I Am' statement as a soul's yearning for divine grace. This shift has transformed the song's impact on her, changing from a reflection of her loneliness to a joyful declaration of her Beingness. Carlson cherishes the memory of seeing Neil Diamond perform live, considering it the best birthday present she has ever received.

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  • The author, Lori Carlson, initially related to the song "I Am, I Said" as a teenager, feeling it captured her personal struggles and loneliness.
  • As an adult, Carlson interprets the song's 'I Am' statement as a profound expression of spiritual longing and connection with the Divine.
  • The song has taken on a new meaning for Carlson, now evoking feelings of joy and spiritual upliftment rather than angst.
  • Seeing Neil Diamond in concert was a significant and memorable event for Carlson, highlighting the impact the artist and his music had on her life.

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A Song That Makes My Heart Sing

A little Neil Diamond

Photo by Dave Herring on Unsplash

“I am”… I cried “I am”… said I And I am lost and I can’t Even say why Leavin’ me lonely still

— Neil Diamond, I Am, I Said

As a young, angst-ridden teenager, this song resonated so well with me. I felt like Neil Diamond was describing me and my life so well — just begging to be recognized and no longer so lonely.

Now as an adult, I see this song in a more spiritual light. His ‘I Am’ statement is a declaration of Beingness — a soul longing for the Divine’s grace. This song now makes my heart sing and feels me with joy.

I had the good fortune to see Neil in concert in the mid-90s. Best birthday present ever!

©2022 Lori Carlson. All rights reserved.

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