A Rainy Reminisce

Sometimes, it creeps upon my chest — a feeling of anxiousness waiting idly for thy charms — reading the letters you once sang it sets slowly in my chest, a yearning perhaps — to communicate

I miss the words you uttered so slow — the giggles that followed, and the fragrance amore — it does feel sad, does get depressing without you here — it just seems daunting

I reminisce the memories I made with you, talking the talks while treading old roads — I remember your smile and recognize it well your goofy snarl — your teasy demeanor, I miss

Eating feels like, a hard task to follow — a bite perhaps, I can not really swallow, a drink of water is what I take in, as it hardly goes in down the throat seeps, gradually hurting

I walk alone — as I panic a lot, I get angry and frustrated on what I brought to me here now and forever, why did I ever take the chance in the first place — to know the feeling of despair looming over

I looked towards the window, as it starts to rain — I feel the calm days when you danced in the rain — the cheerful smile it brought to your face, the laughs we shared, and the promises we made

All while I sit here alone, I miss you dearly — I really am alone waiting for you trapped in my own — misery and depression, persevering through aching for one last time to see you, and feel you

As I calmly stare at the raindrops that slowly disperse on the windowpane, perhaps it was justified, it was my fate to realize — this day would come when I would say, “Love is a cruel thing, but the rain made it all go away!”