A Layered Heart
The fragile edge between intimacy and impenetrable fortress

A layered heart Heavy Sad Scared
I notice The word scared Has the word sacred in it Like yin and yang Two co-existing
These dark feelings Invite them all into your guesthouse Says Rumi
The words act like a salve
But still the heart is heavy Body vibrating Falling apart at the seams
Am I failing What’s left? Beyond the kernel of scared “I” “inadequate” I
I sense Inward gravity
A piece of enlightenment creeps in The negative voices — whether inner or outer will always be there — not going anywhere, not disappearing They want to speak actually Begging to be baited out into the open Powerful fearful words
But they are only words Not Truth
They want to be heard
I listen now I accept them They are not going anywhere Action not required Reaction not required Just noticing
The fragile edge Between intimacy And impenetrable fortress
Only One is big enough to contain both amicably Scared and sacred Violent and calm
Befriend all in your guesthouse Be entertained
My layered heart rests now in the all-embracing spiritual heart of being






