A Blessing in Disguise

An Introspection

Your unavailability was a cue. I miss the person I mistakenly thought you were. I really do. I wouldn’t have grown the way I grew, if I were still with you.

Your distancing yourself emotionally was substantial. Not that I wouldn’t have made an effort to make you happy. I knew you wouldn’t have even tried to see me smile.

Your willingness to let me go was a blessing. It was required of me to be miles apart from you. I would have always wanted to come back to you, And you would have always ignored my blues.

Your overflowing love for self taught me to let you go. For all the self-doubts I developed after I met you, Trying to fit in your definition of perfect, questioning myself, for the kind of narcissist you were.

Your willingness to come back meant nothing. We saw things differently. You were the hardest lesson I learned, and l am thankful to you for the way you were.

Without your absence, I wouldn’t have the courage to be the person I am today.

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