avatarAlina Pitt

Summary

The author describes a personal journey towards embracing nudism, influenced by a growing aversion to restrictive clothing and a deeper spiritual exploration through meditation and psychedelics.

Abstract

The author shares a transformative personal journey that led to adopting a nudist lifestyle. This transition began in her late 20s with a dislike for high heels, progressing to abandoning bras in her 30s due to discomfort, and more recently, a distaste for underwear in her 40s. The shift correlates with her changing lifestyle, from a 9-to-5 job to becoming a blogger and yoga teacher focused on meditation. A pivotal psychedelic experience with magic mushrooms in 2015 deepened her sensitivity to energy and vibrations, contributing to her desire for freedom from restrictive clothing and negative emotions. The author expresses gratitude for this liberating path and acknowledges the unconventional nature of her journey, embracing the uncertainty of where it may lead.

Opinions

  • The author expresses a strong dislike for restrictive clothing, viewing it as uncomfortable and confining.
  • High heels, bras, and underwear are specifically mentioned as items the author has gradually eliminated from her daily wear.
  • The author believes that not wearing a bra has not led to saggy breasts but rather has made them feel stronger.
  • A psychedelic experience with magic mushrooms has significantly influenced the author's perspective on life and personal freedom.
  • The author has become more sensitive to the energy and vibrations of her surroundings, which has impacted her social interactions and clothing choices.
  • There is a clear preference for comfort and naturalness, with the author opting to wear as little as socially appropriate or nothing at all when at home.
  • The author values personal freedom and high vibrational energy, seeking to understand the human body as a "super intelligent vehicle."
  • Despite the potential for others to view her lifestyle choice as crazy, the author embraces the adventure and change from a conventional 9-to-5 life.

I Am Becoming A Nudist And Didn’t Plan It

Naked Meditation on Beach, created by author with hotpot.ai

This didn’t happen overnight. It was a gradual process that I can see very clearly now.

It all started in my late 20s when I disliked wearing high heels more and more, so I sold all my high heels and exchanged them with comfortable sneakers and flip-flops. At home, I don’t like to wear any shoes either. Only if it is really super cold, I have my fluffy boots that keep me warm.

Then in my early 30s, I started to dislike bras more and more. They are super uncomfortable. All of them. Believe me. I tried all kinds of models and brands. Nothing felt great. All of them felt restrictive all of a sudden. I remember going out clubbing with one of my best friends, and she was so shocked that I wore a sports bra instead of a push-up or something.

Woman with no Bra, created by author with hotpot.ai

So I stopped wearing bras. Only when I do workouts with a lot of jumping around like HIIT, I still use my more or less comfortable sports bras, but after the class, I cannot wait to take my sports bra off. Did I get saggy boobs from this? No. They even feel stronger since I let them breathe.

And now in my early 40s, I started to dislike underwear too. I experimented with different models, of course, and even cut some on the side of the pants to make them more comfortable, but nothing really works. I still feel so restricted. I still wear my underwear once a month because there is just no way out, and I also wear underwear when it is too obvious and we go out to events or so, but ideally, I find an outfit where this is not necessary. I like to let it breathe.

What do I wear at home? Sometimes I wear my linen dress that is super light and comfortable, without any underwear or bra but ideally nothing.

This is my latest passion: to run around completely naked at home, and I love it. I never felt so free, without any restrictive clothes on my body. Pure Freedom.

What happened?

I have a theory.

I used to go to work in a blazer, high heels, and work 9–5. My life changed a lot since then. Nowadays, I am a blogger and a yoga teacher, focusing on meditation.

In 2015, I had my first psychedelic experience with a magic mushroom tea. Since then, I’ve gone deeper and deeper into this rabbit hole of new understanding and knowledge.

I became much more sensitive to vibration and energy around me.

I don’t like getting amongst people. In fact, I don’t like most people. You would never guess that I think like this. Old friends would say about me that I am a people person and great with people. I just can’t deal with all these negative emotions and patterns around me anymore, and it is similar with my clothes.

I just want to be free. Free from clothes, free from low vibrations. I want to open my mind even more. I want to understand this super intelligent vehicle that we call the human body.

I might also just turn crazy. I have no idea where this journey will lead me, but it is at least an adventure and not a boring life with a 9–5 anymore. I am very grateful for that.

Crazy? Yeah. Maybe. But it is hard not to go crazy in an insane world.

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