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Poetry — Gun Violence

I pound my head on my pillow Side to side Like a pendulum clock To stop the screaming.
My constant whimper Blunts the rat-a-tat-tat of gunshots And the high-pitched whine of bullets Bouncing off the floors and walls.
Rojelio is my camouflage As I pretend to be dead Layla stares as the light leaves her eyes Frozen silence wails my nightmares.
I can’t wash the blood from my body I can’t scrub my skin off I drown in a sea of red agony Every moment of every day.
I waited for you, but you didn’t come You didn’t see me You didn’t hear me Maybe I could have stopped him if I wasn’t such a coward.
Where were you then? Where are you now?
May 24, 2023, is one year after the massacre of 19 children and two teachers at Robb Elementary School in Uvalde, Texas. A catastrophic failure by 376 law enforcement officers descending upon the scene to do nothing. The surviving children are overwhelmed with PTSD symptoms. Parents are beset by financial crises because of time missed from work to help their children. Thousands of residents have sought mental health support. There is a desperate shortage of mental health professionals and resources to provide needed therapy. To support the families of Uvalde, please visit Uvalde Go Fund Me.
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