An INSOMNIAC’s DIARY!
12 Things People with Deep Talks Struggle in!
Not exactly Introvert, but ‘Selectively Extrovert’!
Life is not always the best and meaningful for even those who claim that they’ve understood it all - even the people with deep talks like me who’ve probably made a perspective about almost every possible event in Life.
This column is about all the things that I struggle as an Author and as a person who just doesn’t feel like opening up to all because -
Most people today don’t talk, they just Gossip!
And as I say and have even mentioned in my Bio here that -
“Often the People with Deep talks have no one to talk to!”
So here are 12 of my Observations which I feel that people of my kind of temperament would easily relate to -
1) We Over-think almost Everything!
Our brains just won’t ever stop thinking — it feels as if they are some kind of ‘Mind Horses’ that have been unleashed and they keep on running rapidly in whichever direction they feel like, that too way uncontrollably!
Putting it simply-
If suppose I have to reach a Point X, my Brain will automatically somehow start showing me all the weird possible ways by which I cannot reach there! Yes, that’s just who We are!
2) We are also the Breed of Insomniacs!
I’m genuinely jealous of all those people who can just hop in Bed and get a sound sleep real quick! Being insomniac is no longer an issue for us, it has just become a way of our Life!
I don’t really remember when was the last time I went to bed before 2 o’clock!
It’s like the more I’ll try to sleep earlier, the more thoughts my Brain would Bring in to keep me awake!
3) We live in a Self-Made World of ours!
You may say its Loneliness, but I prefer calling it ‘Solitude’ because we are totally at peace in our zones and only a few of really close people of ours are allowed in this zone. We are very selective about choosing whom to let in — in this small little weird World of ours!
So Yes! Do consider yourself very Lucky if you too are a part of someone’s such World!
4) We are Observing everything-every time!
I’ll not be wrong if I say that we notice everything around us! For me, these thoughts eventually become my inspirations to Write on.
We just Know more than you Think and Observe more than you Know!
5) Just give us our Me-Time. Please!
I don’t know why people don’t understand this thing that we truly need some time alone just for us — just our Me-Time!
I feel this ‘Me-time’ is a compensation for all the socialising we have to do! It’s a kind of Re-charge zone for us!
6) Being Single no longer feels a Curse!
Remaining Single no longer feels a curse because you’re already so much preoccupied in your things, and now you’ve somehow started enjoying this Seclusion! We have eventually started respecting this Freedom!
Now it’s more like -
If your Mind doesn’t Turn me On, nothing else you could do Will!
My kind of High is Intellectual thoughts, Deep Conversations and Sensible Music more than anything!
7) We just hate ’Small Talks.’
Please don’t strike an in-depth conversation only to leave it mid-way or if you’re not ready to dive deep till the real core of the topic. Small talks bore us real quick.
“We’ll not Talk just for the sake of Talking!”
8) We mean What we say!
We think way much more before uttering a single thing, and we value our words enough not to use our tongue carelessly. We really mean if we’re making a promise or vowing to someone.
Whatever we say, we mean them! That’s why we often get pissed and are afraid of the people who don’t respect what they say, who just easily break their vows.
9) We Keep our Thoughts only to us!
It happens most of the times that we have so much of thoughts and things boggling our head, but we don’t feel like sharing them with others because we just feel that they won’t eventually understand it or would be least bothered to listen to it at the first place!
I’ll leave you one such thought to ponder over like -
“What if we are not Overthinking, but others are just Not Thinking hard enough!”
10) Our Intuitions are True most of the times!
I don’t know if you can feel this, but in my case, I genuinely feel that my Intuition or rather Sixth sense have now truly become unmatched — it feels as if I understand everything. You literally don’t have to explain to me anything, I JUST KNOW!
It becomes a menace when a person does something wrong to you, and you will still be understanding them that they must have a reason for doing so!
11) We just Feel everything a little Extra!
At times, we become sad for literally no reason over the weirdest of things. We are way more empathetic to all the kinds of pain that come to our notice.
I think that’s the price we have to pay that at the times of crying — we often don’t find a shoulder to cry on, we can’t even try to tell anyone what’s actually troubling us.
12) We may remain Unaware of the Most obvious of things!
We are so much engraved deeply in the thoughts running in our Heads that very often we miss out the very basic of things and we are sometimes even judged on that basis, and genuinely saying — we JUST DON’T CARE!
In fact, we really feel sorry for all those who try to make themselves aware of everything in their vicinity, you too should really start seeing things beyond its obvious boundaries — even beyond the limits of your thoughts! Just broaden your Perspectives!